BIG SIGH!

something really BAD happened...

its could easy be the worst of the year...

very the painful to the max sia!

coming right to you in, (atm i'm thinking...) slides of sketches...

tuning into hee's blog to get the latest update from all your friends!

bloody game

this was one of my earliest game. beside wolfenstein 3d preinstalled on my windows 32 10 years ago, the first ever fps! its bloody scary too!

and i found it and i am playing it now! wahahah!

要是我写的是场误会，

那这部落格不再继续。

抱歉了观众们，

THISWILLBETHELASTEMOLEBELEDPOST

perceived

never wanted this never want things to fall out

but things changes, slowly and by stages.

first, you don't talk much anymore.

then, you don't know what to say anymore.

you even categorised what to say before who should know.

later, you don't bother about being together.

physically, mentally.

you can even filtered away my senses.

slowly, you are losing it with me.

signs are showing clearly that it has gone away. back to what you cant let go.

the taste isn't the same when it was there.

it was a 2am last night,

i was alone even right beside.

its the kind of ending i don't really want to see.

and we know its never simple never easy,

but i have to breathe no matter how hard it will be...

things changed, you don't care now.

sorry sorry i love you.

update!

after all these while,

i realised things.

important things.

of all that i've done, or planning to do,

it does not mean much to anybody anymore.

perhaps its time to be brave.

i take and give time,

and in the end i lose the bet.

and there won't be a second chance.

还剩下些什么？

今天在看见镜子里的自己，

原来是个傻瓜。

捉摸不定的考虑，

预算不到的时间，

越来越清楚状况，

越来越模糊方向。

可是我/你还是很自私

一幕幕摆在眼前的事实，

一个个被我抛在脑后。

这旋转木马，

绕了一圈吗？

彼此追逐。却。怀着永恒的距离。

音乐起。我们旋转。音乐落。我们离场。

bankrupt

checked my netbank,

247.47 CR

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certified pokai-ed.

T.T

F-I-N-E !!!!

grrrrr

its my period!

stay away!

****!!!!