bloq me

sounds-up

2011-04-09T00:02:00.002+10:00

2011-02-05T21:39:00.003+11:00

no logic

2011-02-02T17:02:00.002+11:00

few days ago, me and shanki drove down to Hobart for fun.
half way, we stopped by a small town for its renowned scallop pies. though, its overpriced and overrated in my humble opinion.
after the luncheon, we went for a little stroll in that particular town.
there was this second hand cum gifts shop right across the street and we entered in our own risk.

oh before i forgot, here is the link to the particular location i mentioned : ROSS

its not the first time for us to visit this place but its the first time for us to enter this shop. and i discovered how outskirts dwellers are out of their mind in listing their products or more precisely: their collections from everywhere, including their own unwanted ~~shits~~ stuffs.

very no logic 1: a chiar, victorian style which can be found in 98% of the houses in tasmania, is sold max. $200 elsewhere, everywhere, but was tagged sensitively $995 here.

very no logic 2: lousy card holder, wallet, etc with bad craftsmanship and material topped with a silver printed 'real leather' on the very outer facade of it. normal priced rm2 in pasar malam or china store will be regarded overpriced. here, its $19;95-$29.95, making money ain't that tough heh?

very no logic 3: very old victorian style top. for women. vintage. the thing itself aged 100yrs old if not mistaken. is sold for $700+ the same thing where u can get for as low as $200+ in your local city mission store. or maybe $30 on ebay.

very no logic 4: every single fking thing u can see in the shop, they tagged it. yes! price tag on every thing! in this case i would just exempted those not tagged: electrical switches, the staff and the likes of it. yes! you might think how bout the wall, ceiling and wall of the shop, mind you, on the front facade of the building, i mean the shop, there is a real estate board hanging on the wall: for sale.

how i wish i have pictures along this post!!!!!
kthxbye

2011

2011-01-22T19:26:00.002+11:00

this is the 1st post in 2011. and i am sure it will stay the 1st through the months.

i done my time in kuantan.
visited friends,
traveled to bangkok,
traveled around with family,
meeting with people.
eating the foods,
spending the money.

that sort of rounded up my summertime in malaysia.

ages

2010-11-20T18:50:00.001+11:00

since i last blog...

lost interest? nah,

mostly i lost interesting shits to be put on here.

i nearly forgot my url FFS.

cheers from kuantan!!!!!

i need a site@!!!!!

kthxbye

gears upgrade~~~

2010-09-13T00:20:00.002+10:00

leaving soon...

reclusa....

g5...

coming soon...

g110

g500

oh boi oh boi cant wait cant wait....

football.

2010-09-10T21:41:00.001+10:00

i figure my football skill is deteriorating, or deteriorated.

i cant play anymore. i can't do anything anymore...

for the 5th year

2010-09-10T02:18:00.002+10:00

tonight was alright, i got abit moody because i have nothing to do.

the BTD assignment which is due next week,

i got no idea how to start yet.

gotta think of a theory for the Theory assignments 2 weeks later...

its funny when you look back to your earlier days,

guess thats what they call self-reflection? self-research? self-representation through chronologically documented experience?

i went and check out my older posts in this blog.

looking at 2005,

find myself very stupid in using the language and harshly type-it-out without thinking through.

no good.

2006, all about my college life and things.

its quite shocking how i actually forgot alot of the stuff and i tried hard to recall nothing.

2006, all about dota

seriously, i remember this.

2006, when we went shopping in KL, ahh~ awesome!

2008, when i was in tassie

my blogging style differ since.

got lazy and developed this few sentences posts...

2009, still no improvements in language use and still have shits stuck up in my brain

2010, still trying, obviously not hard enough....

one day, i will go and read all my friends' old posts in their blogs.

world no.5 6-9-10

2010-09-06T01:06:00.003+10:00

one day, i got no.5 in batman arkham asylum challenge DLC nocturnal hunter.

thanks to my hd5850 i handle games so smoothly like i score goals

randomly found in my hp:

semester 1 board

so whats your name

2010-09-03T23:55:00.002+10:00

after so damn long, i finally got to buy a song from itunes.

yes

and the 1st very the song i bought is our own mizz nina

its rare to come across a song where u fall in love after the first chorus.

here is it! too bad i get to knot her too late... otherwise i might just be in melbourne on the 31st august and might just be able to catch her live.

cleats

2010-08-18T20:35:00.002+10:00

after more than 2 years of dreaming of outdoor football,

i finally get a chance thanks to bunch of passionate classmates in 4th year

and old bunch of indoor mates who shared the same passion for some natural turf.

a friend found a nike total 90 air zoom 2 in size 10 last year,

he gave it to me and i worn it for the malaysian student sports event in sydney 2009.

went on and scored a goal.

was a 2nd hand boots and the studs are half worn off.

which makes it a pretty awesome artificial cleats.

2010,

i finally got more chance to play outdoor

i bought a 2nd hand adidas powerswerve from ebay.

its pretty new when i got it from uk for 50bucks total.

imagine rm150 for a tier 3 (full spec) adidas powerswerve SG

i finally wear a tier 3 soccer boots!

woohoo!!

put it on just now for my 1st time to play with a new bunch of local uncles

the touches and control were magnificent!

the second the boot contact the ball, it spins.

nice.

mousehunt

2010-07-05T01:38:00.003+10:00

then there were mouses, 8 got caught, and they banished into the shadow, crawling behind the walls.

00:00am - Kitchen

I checked my trap and found that I had caught a mouse! I caught a 3 oz. Grey Mouse worth 0 points and 0 gold.

It appears that i have to get rid of the corpse and washed my trap and replaced with a new bait since it seems to be eaten.

the sound freak

2010-07-02T16:07:00.005+10:00

you can choose not to see and not to smell but you may never choose not to listen... (unless you seal up your ear to total silence.)

i've been through stages of upgrading my sound system, in a tight budget. fascinating how men's ears can hear; and what cant be hear, abused by the exposure of men in the minor but deadly sound pollution we are facing in everyday life. yes, the laptop speakers, the hand phone speakers etc, will they not kill you in long term, will they not deaf you, i suppose, already?

in my journey to pursue a better listening device, i see science and technology. i see god in the details. i see devil in the details. i cant see god and devil. they are in the details. the details are in everything we perceive, hear, feel. or not. the details are not stagnant, its a constant living parameter in a system which cant sustain without it. a closed-loop that is evolving in its own speed.

bass freq by v-moda (2008-2009)

red roxx vibe by v-moda (2009-2010)

nero vibe 2 by v-moda (2010 - current)

the prices of each increased by fold. and the latest one stays away from red color, for the sender sent me the wrong color, but the sound quality is so eminent i dont bother to bother.

stunning sound, priceless.

fuck gta4

2010-05-21T22:53:00.002+10:00

the game has always been good.

aside that it is now more like a shooting game then a gta game. which is quite sucks.

ok sustain until the final mission, where in my story line niko's cousin died and i have to chase and kill the murder.

car chase at first, one man army later, boat chasing chopper after that, ok finally got onto a chopper and its impossible to control it to follow the target. i only get like, 15seconds to keep up with the far away target chopper. fuck it i am not gonna play it anymore.

rot in hell

the blues

2010-05-12T19:30:00.003+10:00

i purposely write this to piss some devils fans. (if they get to pissed off so easily)

congratulations to chelsea.

they were brilliant.

the amount of goals scored were off the chart.

great team it has become, fantastic players too.

oh ya... nearly forgot about drogba's hat-trick to deny rooney's golden boot chance.

booyah

shit games

2010-05-10T00:37:00.003+10:00

my pc is loaded up with games. i bought some and i copied some.

there was a game call assasin's creed, which happens to be the worst game i've ever played.

the gameplay sucks. i got bored after 2 chapters.

i pretty much knew it was not meant to be a fantastic game and i could imagine that its pretty darn straight forward and programmed for players to so something and nothing else.

sometimes you need an addictive game besides eye candy. and i won't bother even finishing the game off to see how the story goes. screw you ubisoft and the gang of i-don't-know-and-will-only-care-for-your-incompetency-in-gaming-deign game designers.

screw it i'm deleting it.

2010-05-06T17:13:00.002+10:00

i went to melbourne for site visit... a long time ago.. like few months back, well, one month, or so.

this time was not about fun. a couple of sites visits and a glimpsed of the dark side of melbourne.

the dark street.

nothing much, just a glimpse.

shit

2010-01-19T16:06:00.003+11:00

for some reason, my body has been producing loads of shits since i am back.

i need to shit from 2 times a day.

and i have minor stomach ache from time to time.

and major ones too!

maybe my stomach got used to shit food in tas, and it turn mas good food straight into shits!

and i just shit on a big rock on my way to tc3 with bensen.

yes! right on that rock in your mind!

yes! it stinks. it fluffy with ragged edges, and watery.

and hell yeah its still there, sitting on that rock you are still thinking of!

ps. poo

sleepless

2010-01-19T07:13:00.003+11:00

i cant fall asleep... i was thinking bout the things we chatted earlier in red island.

then i was thinking bout the time we all play football...

thinking back i wasnt playing much of the friendlies when we were 17.

i miss the big field.

i need to go to bed, ben will kill me if he waits too long in the morning. less than 3 hours to sleep!!!

think

2010-01-15T17:04:00.000+11:00

give me a day.

to ponder.

summer.

2010-01-09T11:41:00.001+11:00

i'm going back.

too late to get a flight to kuantan,

what can i do?

2010-01-08T11:44:00.001+11:00

its illegal.

keep quiet.

cut the long story short

2010-01-04T01:24:00.003+11:00

lately i lost the initiative to blog.

i could hardly breathe by having 2 part time jobs.

lets talk about tassie: its freaking hot. FYI, we have 2 seasons here, winter and summer, and its either super hot or freezing cold. no in-between. spring and autumn occurs somewhere between in the 24 hours cycle, not the 12 months cycle. we go through 4 seasons in a day and 2 seasons in a year. practically.

about christmas and new year celebration? there is no celebration for both here in launceston.

its a rural area. expect rednecks and rednecks.

one of my favorite thing about australia is shopping. pre-christmas shopping is always fantastic fantastic fantastic fantastic elastic elastic here. things could be unbelievably cheap. sorry, CHEAP.

today we went to a beach. one of the really nice one. clear water. as clear as contact lenses. did some kayaking, swimming and rock skipping.

the best part of today: we picked abalone.

i am doing fine

2009-12-10T23:36:00.003+11:00

btw,

you better watch out!

santa claus is coming to town!

he's making a list!

he sees you when u sleeping!

he knows if you're been bad or good!

better not cry i'm telling you why!

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lameday

2009-11-12T22:07:00.004+11:00

everything was getting along good this morning,
we had breakfast together on the bar table.

things got frustrating later...
first, i got bothered by some missionaries *again*
then some dickheads were minding my business
and that just ruined my day.
i was raging through out the morning.
i moved on, but
things got from bad to worse.
i got picked on the whole fking day.
and night.

its good to pray that no fuckers will fuck ur day up the next morning before u go to bed.

=)

2009-11-11T00:20:00.001+11:00

hard past
treasure present

2009-10-31T03:08:00.002+11:00

i dunno what to write.. but i got something to write...

something bout me that i dunno how to put them into words...

something bout us...

something which cause me so much emotional trouble...

玩游戏

2009-10-26T10:37:00.002+11:00

跟你玩个游戏，

类是过关斩将，规则：不许喊累，不能申冤，不可发牢骚，没得发脾气，不能哭，不能complain, 最好不要说太多话。

可以选放弃，不然就一直往前冲，一关又一关，躲避一波又一波迎面盖来的大浪。

对！只能躲避！不能发表意见，不可防守也没得反击。

这样，你才能继续过关，到终点就会有奖品。奖品是？那只有能到达终点的人才能知道。

问题是：你根本看不到终点在哪里，你会放弃吗？

empty

2009-10-12T16:11:00.002+11:00

suddenly, i am feeling empty.
i don not know why even i'd already learned why.
flashing back time,
stupidity and etc.

this little bit is enough to blank me at times.
i do not know how to get use to it.

dates

2009-09-20T20:50:00.004+10:00

one good thing bout blogging is that it is a time path for me

things that happened to me around me for me by me is arranged chronologically

i was wondering when was the first day i stepped onto this island: and i did recorded down in my blog. 8th of july 2007

when me and you are still strangers

when me and YOU do not know each other

do you remember yours?

blogmaki so random

2009-09-18T23:52:00.004+10:00

i remember 2 years ago,

on a typical friday night after soccer i walked back to my leprena room sat down in front of my laptop with gush of depression

and i blogged.

today,

i cant play soccer anymore.

i miss it.

but i have got to work.

i plan on taking off on friday night. yes, gotta tell me boss!

ironically, right after i put on my apron just now,

me boss requested me to work extra on thursday.

so,

how am i suppose to take a minus two in the planned schedule?

know what?

with very slight concern,

i might get depression soon... i am so lack of socialism nowadays.

i need to go out and get hype!

but when there is a chance,

i often turn it down...

put it like this: i felt a lost of direction in my life...

at least subsequently.

i am affraid.

slight but true.

someone ajak me to gym. setting new directions?

i replied with a smile.

unsure if its a sincere smile or

merely a courteous feedback...

i was browsing scrolling through blogs.

blogs linked around people around me.

discovered familiar bloggers.

people who i know,

more appropriately; people i recognise, 'know' is a big word to use...

don't know could as well be the new know.

hey, i should be careful in writing here...

could be viewed by maybe more than 3 people after this...

i remember i onced have the hit counter gadget when i was with my 2nd blog theme.

but lost it in the messy html codes when i decided for a skin change.

i tried to dig it out but it lost count...

well, sometimes you have to let go of something for new thing to set in, right?

well , its always easier to say than lay.

something more random than this?

.: this morning i got a text by an unknown number:

'are you availabe this morning?'

-no, got to work.

'i had work for you no worries'

-who is this?

' Your favourite uncle'

.:practically, i was stunned. and went back to bed.

i texted the stranger back after i was awake.

he said he got somebody else in to help him out.

i ask who the stranger is he once again.

he mentioned something i cant comprehend. but i am quite sure he got me as the wrong guy.

best part: i do not know who is him/her still... and she/he might still thought i am the person he/she thought i am...

its midnight.

sometimes it feels so good just to write things that pop up in your mind first place.

i might wanna roll back my blog archive and re-tag all the posts... ahh~ sound like fun.

should i post along some pictures?

2009-09-16T10:11:00.001+10:00

give me sometime...

but don't write me off just yet...

onion

2009-09-05T23:00:00.007+10:00

听过洋葱的故事吗？

超长的，小心要有耐心…

很蓝久以前，在很蓝远的地方天空很蓝蓝，因为人与神之间没有什么距离，一块生活.

蓝天下有个国度，里头大家（神+人）一块都很快乐，快乐到没有伤痛等难过的事情发生。

维持了150年，四王子（si empat）已21岁了，国王对四王子抱着很大的期望，大儿子嘛，再过几年准备把王国交于他手。si empat一路的人生都有贵人相助，所以为国家赚了不少名声。si empat自知得到父王的宠爱，也顺理陈章有些被宠坏，性格也孤傲。

一天，si empat开着车厢镶金的汉血宝马车到处游手好闲，到了天使们玩乐的花园。看中服侍大仙女的小仙女-包比儿。小仙女由于家境没其他仙女们来的高清（HD）所以较多时间都与人类为伍，也渐渐不再意仙女的身份了。si empat 可是人类的傲料，把妹技巧当蓝很棒！

不用几下计就完全得到了包比儿。四王子很happy^^眉开眼笑的四处炫耀新货，哇靠！天使也给我泡到！！

虽然国王不大同意把王族的血与仙族的血沟买在一起，可是爱子心切，也知道 si empat 年中换货快过换季，也一个眼开一个眼关啦。包比儿也远离天使界，也放弃其在天世界挽回家族声誉的理想了。她慢慢的习惯如此的生活，也渐渐的相信这是他的生活了。包比儿和 si empat 住在城堡里，过着性福快乐的圣活。

2年过后，四王子到远方开拓土地so未来可以种新果子--榴莲。这时，包比儿多数时间都与到在宫中呆了也不少过2年的陪读书童--阿锁海一块儿。阿锁海的出现不是偶然，而是包比儿没有发现他的存在。可能也在某个偶然，他们相识了。他们年龄，兴趣，嗜好等相近，从陌生到了解，结果日久生情。

短短时间，包比儿跟阿锁海经历了不少，快乐。他们为了不要节外生枝，绝对保密！

他们在各自身上找到许多！发现了许多的好与坏！看清了很多的黑与白！

也许，他们都知道，暂时性的快乐，不去在意任何其他的事，再一起快乐就好。

开心的背后，只有阿锁海知道。

每天晚上，阿锁海与包比儿相约在后山花园。

可惜好景不常，他们也没想像中幸福……他们常冷战，可是很快的又和好。总之就像股票市场那样大起大落。但是股票申降都有原因吧~当然他们之间的因数更为清晰，只怕你看不到，不怕你不知道。

终于有一天，包比儿不再赴约了…… 她始终决定回到了四王子身边。

那晚，阿锁海对着一望无际的花海，眼泪掉下了。

花儿，真正见证他们的爱情的花儿，凋谢了。

那天起，花园已不存在，只变成一片草原。人们不能收割花儿，就正要连根拔起草儿来种由四王子威风引进的榴莲时，发现草根凸起膨胀一块瘤状东东，把皮剥开时，眼泪不自觉流下！

是洋葱。

当然榴莲是种不出，洋葱却遍布了整个国度。

这也许是阿锁海痛侧心扉眼泪奔腾的诅咒。

从此，包比儿与王子继续过着只有包比儿自己知道是如何的生活。

可是，包比儿永远不知道的一件事：

阿锁海天天在等待包比儿的出现，并且每次都把右边隔空，保留着位子给包比儿。

阿锁海的心里，永远为包比儿保留一席；却等待着包比儿心里不可能的一个空席。

oh ya

2009-09-02T23:56:00.002+10:00

see i am so busy working daily.

monday tuesday wednesday thursday,(do it)

friday, saturday, saturday to sunday (do it)

get get get get get with us, you know what we say

working everyday, w-w-w-working everyday

1 work for 2 restaurants: chinese and japanese

washing dishes, chopping, cutting, cleaning, wiping, running, arranging, cooking, preparing, making sushi etc

normally on weekdays, i am free after 4pm

on weekends, i am free before 4pm

sunday is stay at home day, for in this town of cowboy(with tar and car instead of horshoe and gipsy chic)

oh i gotta story, here goes.

i tried to sketch using paint but its like drawing the intestine of a doll;

its like drawing the legs of the snake;

its like taking off your pants when you fart;

its like wearing a condom after you fu*k.

last last time, on the 24th of august,

we went to hobart on my brand new second hand and serviced 1995 red camry reg. no. fn 5457 reg. til september 14th bridgestone tyres sony cd player auto transmission washed interior and shampooed seats

an hour before i reach hobart,

the car broke down,

not totalled,

but something was definitely worng with the lower part of the engine and the bearing was out of place or something like that.

the inccident that i got my finger crossed not to happen, happened.

i as the driver dragged the cracking car doing 60-70kmph on the highway to the nearest suburb 10minuts from the spot the engine fails me.

i got the car to a mechanic, or maybe the only mechanic in town.

he got me a 2nd hand engine and promised to fix it for me and suggest that i take a bus back to launceston.

in this cursed town, our phone have no signal.

in this cursed town, some flim makers are blocking a road to make a national movie, taking scene of Sydney 100years ago...

imagine this cursed place looks just like sydney a century ago, wonderful!

we spent 5-6 hours in this cursed town.

we had tea in a cafe on the one and only notable street there,

for this incident was so unpredictable we were not layered up for the cold night...

for tasmania is so cold it suck.

instead of going back home,

we decided to take on the journey and went on to hobart.

we walked blindly in the dark on the dead town of hobart city and got ourselves a room in backpacker.

bla

fix car very expensive!!!!

BIG SIGH!

2009-08-26T10:43:00.002+10:00

something really BAD happened...

its could easy be the worst of the year...

very the painful to the max sia!

coming right to you in, (atm i'm thinking...) slides of sketches...

tuning into hee's blog to get the latest update from all your friends!

bloody game

2009-08-20T00:37:00.004+10:00

this was one of my earliest game. beside wolfenstein 3d preinstalled on my windows 32 10 years ago, the first ever fps! its bloody scary too!

and i found it and i am playing it now! wahahah!

2009-08-16T15:38:00.002+10:00

要是我写的是场误会，

那这部落格不再继续。

抱歉了观众们，

THISWILLBETHELASTEMOLEBELEDPOST

perceived

2009-08-14T11:42:00.007+10:00

never wanted this never want things to fall out

but things changes, slowly and by stages.

first, you don't talk much anymore.

then, you don't know what to say anymore.

you even categorised what to say before who should know.

later, you don't bother about being together.

physically, mentally.

you can even filtered away my senses.

slowly, you are losing it with me.

signs are showing clearly that it has gone away. back to what you cant let go.

the taste isn't the same when it was there.

it was a 2am last night,

i was alone even right beside.

its the kind of ending i don't really want to see.

and we know its never simple never easy,

but i have to breathe no matter how hard it will be...

things changed, you don't care now.

sorry sorry i love you.

2009-08-08T13:06:00.003+10:00

update!

after all these while,

i realised things.

important things.

of all that i've done, or planning to do,

it does not mean much to anybody anymore.

perhaps its time to be brave.

i take and give time,

and in the end i lose the bet.

and there won't be a second chance.

还剩下些什么？

2009-08-07T23:42:00.005+10:00

今天在看见镜子里的自己，

原来是个傻瓜。

捉摸不定的考虑，

预算不到的时间，

越来越清楚状况，

越来越模糊方向。

可是我/你还是很自私

一幕幕摆在眼前的事实，

一个个被我抛在脑后。

这旋转木马，

绕了一圈吗？

彼此追逐。却。怀着永恒的距离。

音乐起。我们旋转。音乐落。我们离场。

bankrupt

2009-08-04T00:44:00.001+10:00

checked my netbank,

247.47 CR

certified pokai-ed.

T.T

2009-08-01T01:52:00.000+10:00

F-I-N-E !!!!

grrrrr

2009-08-01T00:36:00.001+10:00

its my period!

stay away!

****!!!!

working

2009-07-28T14:25:00.001+10:00

i want to earn alot of money

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

and then,

i want to spend alot of money

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

trip sydney review

2009-07-26T01:14:00.004+10:00

best thing about the trip: sleep all you can!
worst thing about the trip: missing you...

home

2009-07-17T15:53:00.004+10:00

i'm home finally!!!
i'm more than please to be home and in control of my own stuff.

just that,
how come everything can be so dirty and nobody cares?
i don't even feel like walking out my room,
don't feel like cooking anything!!!
肮脏到懒酱！！！！
普吉妈！！！

曾经

2009-07-01T21:09:00.004+10:00

有很多曾经，

曾经很陌生，
曾经以为很了解，
曾经答应她对你的事，
曾经真的很努力，
曾经很想放弃，
曾经很有信心，
曾经也很开心，
曾经我很烦，
曾经我希望，

现在，很累……

以后，还有吗？

雨

2009-06-26T22:37:00.004+10:00

下了好久……

Hobart 两天，
雨中练球 — 冷到死也可以那么帅！
穿拖鞋+睡衣走街 — 核突到死也可以那么帅！
微笑pasta — 辣到要死也可以那么帅！
男人谈爱情 — 电梯也可以那么帅！
跟师兄们吹水 — 也可以那么帅！

到家
原来
给我猜中了*

应该给什么反应？
应该给什么表情？
原来一点也不帅。

2009-06-22T18:32:00.000+10:00

know what,
i thought i'd be fine by yesterday,
but i am still down with fever!!!!
no its not possible to be swine flu,
for i am so sure about it i will not call the hot line....

2009-06-20T15:26:00.002+10:00

面包夹旦系最正嘎！

2009-06-15T01:19:00.003+10:00

我一直在做什么？
我可以做什么？
我因该做什么？

一点甜三点酸六点苦
我的烦恼讽刺，
你却若无其事。

sunday

2009-06-14T19:49:00.003+10:00

one word,

clueless.

of everything.
EVERYTHING.

i do not know why am i so depressive
in fact i do not know myself well enough to know what i want from what i thought i know which i do not know what

saturday

2009-06-13T23:47:00.003+10:00

i need alot of money!!
my boss cant offer me to work more,
but my peer is working 5 days a week!!!
his wages is mine by 5!!
meaning his 1 week wages is more than my 1 month's!

ok i decided to go hunt for another job beside hunting mouse.
so i can earn more money!!
this semester is about earning money and spending money.

already got a list of not cheap stuff to buy....

2009-06-13T00:24:00.002+10:00

suddenly depressed.
after a tiring futsal game.
here i am sitting in my room,
listening to songs,
doing nothing
more precisely dont feel like doing anything.
nor sleeping,
i wish i could do something but i cant
suddenly feel like there are things i need to do,
but i don't feel like doing them...
blame the weather!
too cold for me to reach for my guitar,
too lazy for me to start playing it...

its saturday tomorrow,
and i need to go to work...
i need to maybe look for an extra job somewhere,
where workload is much lighter.

just a few more days maybe...
this sunday maybe,
i could do something.

be safe.

3

2009-06-11T23:41:00.003+10:00

hi
here i am alone with 4 walls.
again.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
maybe i need to go to the school few after 12 maybe at 1 later.
after web chat with my mom...
help out my 4th years ~~classmate~~ housemates
and hopefully i can still hold my sanity in one piece.

miserable!!!
but
i know its just temporary!

4

2009-06-11T00:26:00.004+10:00

i downloaded several albums of old songs.
like 3 years back.
mesmerizing.

found my family in my brother's blog

been talking to myself since last night.
wonder what is going on there?
insecurity

5

2009-06-10T14:40:00.000+10:00

yes i will keep on counting down!!

a round up of my semester?
firstly,
its kinda weird...
going back to second year...
and the impression of my classmates...
totally nerdy...
=)
like.. a group of asians who hang out together at all times..
and play dota, left4dead everything together,
study together,
do assignments together,
and will always feel stress before even starting the assignments.
but!
BUT
i envy their bond!
this kind of unity cant be seen in other years.
keep holding on!

and!
dont stress yourself so much!
relax relax things are not that bad!
i believe all of you can develop proness in coming year.

angmoh students!
they are all very dedicated,
very confident!
too much confident!
not realising that its just second year!
what you guys doing are still child's play,
so go on and i wish you a falling day...

overall comment: 2nd year is really a big gap compare to 3rd year. be prepared!

kthxbyethankyouyou

6

2009-06-09T11:38:00.003+10:00

done my slide test.. still do not know the building A in question 3...

new to-do list:
1. visa renewal
2. medibank (was it last year when it says expires?)
3. enrollment
4. money
5. rest and relax
6. live the next miserable 6 days
7. do something at all time! minimise the injury...
8. which include guitar and cakes maybe...

1,2,3,4,5,6,7
pain pain pain

7

2009-06-08T02:37:00.002+10:00

wah.. slide test on tuesday!!!

holly molly!!
bloody shit!!

dont feel like memorizing a shit!!
hate slide test!!!
its a shame its still going on!!!

take care and stay good.

9 + 8

2009-06-07T13:40:00.003+10:00

things were alright,
done my interior assignment on friday night.
and when it comes to saturday night,
things went a bit wrong...
things were off...the norm,
or maybe it is suppose to be like this,
which obviously sucks, for me.
i cant stop thinking about it,
i even awake in my sleep with this stuff running in my mind...
its hard,
i hope its not what i thought,
is that really what you sought?

10

2009-06-05T16:44:00.005+10:00

the perfect 10
but i don't really care about numbers now
or maybe
i dont really care when there is something else more worthy of my attention
worthy of taking care than them numbers.

numbers.......
cant live without them,
cant live on them.

chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

11

2009-06-04T17:11:00.001+10:00

one word, head to toe,

sweetness

let it flow!

12

2009-06-03T22:00:00.003+10:00

6 days just go by,
fast?
sometimes...
when i submerged in workloads.

went lunch alone today...
patheticness.
sitting in one corner of bento,
but i took our route back..:)

13

2009-06-02T15:48:00.004+10:00

sounds like the movie huh?
no clones here,
only me,
and maybe you.

DS is done!
BTD is still doing!
and my house still has no internet fuck those telstra people making a mess out of it!!
and my house is so empty!!
i can sing-a-loud!!
and i am sleeping alone

missumissumissu
be good

14 is the submission day

2009-06-01T14:14:00.005+10:00

its the fifth!

a post a day keeps the hearts awake.

i just had an 8 hours sleep!
and i still manage to get it done!
ok sleeping hour round up,
these 4 days, 8hr, 8hr, 5hr, 8 hr total/4= 7.25hr/d
that is sweet for an archi student at the edge of final submission.

envious? jealous?

first ask yourself can you sharpen a pencil into mechanical pencil
or maybe its a mechanical pencil with pencil cover

ps: i hope i was correct that optus monthly bill don't show sms numbers... any confirmation?

>///<

15

2009-05-31T18:47:00.003+10:00

i have to hold on!
i can fall asleep,
sleep symbolize dead.
bed, i'll be there for you in the end,
so just hang-on!

by the way,
i like the way you text me,
i'll always pause for you.

>*<

16

2009-05-31T00:28:00.003+10:00

working night,
uni night.

i am far behind time!
gotta..do...more....e..e.eee...

listening to shake it by metro station,
you know what it means....

17

2009-05-29T15:13:00.002+10:00

a dull day in uni,
i was doing my work,
struggling to get it done...

3.03pm
and at this exact time,
you lights up my day

>3<

18

2009-05-28T17:52:00.002+10:00

i will slowly get use to it!
i will focus on my assignments!
at the same time,
i will be doing my part here...
hope you too...

sydney soon

2009-05-26T19:47:00.002+10:00

initially,
going Syney no matter how what when why who where which with cs ili xyn
happen,
Jay chou's concert on the 3rd
but,
4 days late for tickets. sold.
then,
booked tix from 3rd to july just to swing our asses around in syd,
happen,
MASCA its gonna be held in sydney, on the 8th of July
so,
go play outdoor football
then,
change my ticket and extend my stay

come see me score goals in sydney!!

:.. went hobart last weekend to meet up with hobart students, the football thingy, and cursed utas for not having archi school in hobart. darn f big time!! hobart is where human stays, launceston is where ghost stay, and not to mention one of my freind from malaysia got a random stranger punch in the eye for no reason!! racist bastard i hope u die in swine flu..:

5 days till final!!!
and i have no shit done!!

sound like

2009-05-09T01:29:00.003+10:00

beware this is a shit long post....
as if i typed it,
just a mere ctrl+c and ctrl+v
but i find it informative and somewhat,
convincing,
or maybe provocative....
one or the other...
its one heck of a truth,
a reminder to all the ignorant us.

Nowadays, the widespread distribution of free mp3 over the internet and cheap musical products had destroyed the whole music industry. Consumers are too ignorant about music quality, opt for the cheapest alternatives as long as they "hear" the music. The truth is, people 20years ago are the ones who really "appreciated" musics. In order to listen to a song, they have to spend very very much on a vinyl disk or a CD, then play it with an expensive vinyl player or hi-fi system. Today, all major brands opt to mass produce cheaper music products, completely compromising the sound quality, as long as they can sell more. Besides, internet had been the main source of music for 80% of music lover to download free low quality songs. All these has led to the down fall of human's acoustic ability.

To those many so called music lovers out there who always boast bout their music library size and think they know everything bout music, but "hear" them thru laptop speakers or the stupid Apple iPod earphone, it's time to reconsider what you're actually hearing!! Go for high bit rate mp3s and start "appreciating" your music via high end products. Expose yourself to the true 'sounds' of the songs, the way it's supposed to be heard, not just merely "hearing' it for the sake of hearing.

cheechung, liu; 'chungzz's blues: summertime blues';
(http://arspata.blogspot.com/2009/04/paint-it-black.html), accessed 9/5/09

at this moment

2009-05-06T18:38:00.002+10:00

i am more than please...
duly because of 2 reason,
1st is the major 1,
its best to stay undisclosed at the moment...

2nd is because i just dont have enough time to decompose the details in my music when i plug in my creative Xmod wireless!!!

the goodness will soon be revealed.
after i get the details right!

the easter trip

2009-04-30T14:13:00.003+10:00

ok i was going through some other stuff,
and i found some other stuff more important than any other stuff,
so i will just link stuffs here.

DAY 1

HERE
HERE

DAY 2

HERE
HERE

DAY 3

HERE
HERE

and some random snaps off my camera

and damnit i lost my MJ106, !!!!
the pathetic thing is,
i only noticed it after a few days!!!
and its still no where to be seen...
i've tried calling it,
but it din pick up...

o where art thou?

content

2009-04-29T16:54:00.002+10:00

know what?
i received heaps of happy birthday wishes... i have to page down 10 times to read them all in facebook.
and everytime i repeating doing it,
i feel the blessings.

but,
there is always sadness behind happiness...
i just have to find out...

2009-04-28T09:07:00.002+10:00

this morning was special.

i should be thankful at the moment.

and limys i love you....
to think the gay way is you waited for me to get back online to chat with me
so touching.

to think the normway, you need to sleep la.. deng! 6am still awake?~?!

二十六

2009-04-27T00:41:00.005+10:00

最后，
这是最后的了解。
以后不会再有。

不出乎意料
对他的事我不曾失算。
是神算，
把了解磨成刀，
将那绳解了。
可惜结打太多，
打死了，
只好剪断。

也因为打结，
将绳子磨损了，
也应为断了，
将绳子磨疼了。

两天后，
会否是晴天?
相信老天爷不再听我的了……
就让那雨落下，不重要了。

倔强没事也须药时间

easter trip 2009

2009-04-19T14:56:00.002+10:00

this is a teaser....
stay tuned...
or not.

psst...

2009-04-05T15:24:00.002+10:00

this is how mousehunt whisper to me.

through my routine objects...
they are everywhere...
so,
catch them before somebody else does!
sound the bloody horn!

assignments due very VERY soon....

painful

2009-04-02T22:51:00.002+11:00

my housemates flood my room for no reason and found a stain on by bed.

the only thing i can say is.
i am innocent.
so is he.

p/s: i just found 2 bumper keys on the right side of my keyboard... its copy and paste button. handy huh?

pp/s: oh ya.. and i re-remembered my keyboard offers 2 more usb ports only after i got my logitech usb hub.

facts

2009-04-02T14:03:00.005+11:00

to be safe,
keep your girlfriend away from me.
unless you are the same as me,
then we'll see.

good morning!

2009-03-28T09:15:00.003+11:00

waking up early is not me.
its not what i do nor what i did.
today is an exception,
sleeping at 2.28 and waking at 7.40 during un-stress period.

there must be some sort of driver for it.
could be something...
could be something...
could be somebody...
visualize it.

never been here so early in my life... went jogging... it feels good!
"it should be a routine"
it could be.

randomism:
familiar? ? ? think think!

wahh~~

yoh~ i think its yivon at the back...walking around in the house for somereason or noreason...

bugs rabbit oh!

*found these in my phone memory... how pictures fascinates people by redelivering the memories.

突然间

2009-03-22T23:21:00.002+11:00

发现自己其实很自私。
有时很恐怖，
不小心自私到自己都不知道。
自私到你我也不知道。
有点像小妹的那种自私···

room update!

2009-03-19T00:51:00.006+11:00

so
i went to school one day as usual and found that john is giving a way freebies.
so
as usual a cheapskate i went for him to check it out.
so
i met wengzai on my way and he'd actually booked many of the freebies!
so
he showed me to john and checked out those products.
so
i ended up taking a large desk home. so large i have to use the word sibet large to describe it.
so
we dismantled it and find a way to deliver the 2 tables to out houses respectively.
so
i have to re-plan my room layout again. damn.
so
my room is not a favorable space for furniture placement. there is bloody bay window, the door is in the middle of wall, the heater is fixed on the most bed-able wall, the power supplies are so unconvincingly placed, the wardrobe was fixed at the wrong corner...
so
here are the visuals of my new room. this is like the 3rd version of it already. its killing me.
single bed cater up to 2 girls and myself at the same time

cny cookies

my baby fender and my closet. love'm

sibet large desk

shoes a scene

p/s: some 'dead-fish-leftovers-cabbages' smell is flowing the house.. cant find the source, and my ambi pur scent got pwned by it like totally... STINK!

pp/s: john is my school helper

crib 4

2009-03-16T00:07:00.005+11:00

yes this is the 4th nomad.
visuals.

16 balaclava street. 3mins walk to uni. 3 bedrooms cottage house with 2 lofts. off the street parking. backyard and storage.

my room. thats the front door.

orientation

2009-03-07T23:47:00.005+11:00

know what, its been 4 days since i blogged. and that is axacly 5760minutes!!!
i just dont know how limys can survive so long without updating his blog...

this is one activity my school like to have.
they call it box war and ozn like it and we azn call them sohai.
some pictures to speak few k words if you yet to get what i mean...

we got Guggenheim...
we got vegemite =.=''
we got kitchen utensils thingy...
we got need for speed...
spartans!!
my favourite! swiss army team!
turtles...
castle.. he actually sits in the middle of the field where people should place the flag of the opposite team on it...
twin tower on the right.. pretty cool... remember stephen chow's 008? the concept is the same as the black and white villain... one hand old the other tower and try to switch... and obviously failed here.

here is how you play... do anything to get the opposition flag and touch down at the middle.

visit

2009-03-03T17:31:00.005+11:00

you guys should know that i actually visited cs in brisbane for appx. 5 days.
i spent 70% of the time staying at home due to the weather and the fatigue.

one night we went to a club.

can you see how cool is cs? rare occasion seeing him in this!

one day cs brought me to the south bank.

man made beach in the park.

the eye of brisbane? or eye of queensland? taktau..

and we continued to my visit-list top pick state library.

and the young spidey decides to stick to his parents. for now.

not far from the library is the art centre. or art museum. or a big building with little cool things which make it cool.

fluffy land! very soft and tender!

see his face and feel what he felt

one day he brought me cycling through his uni. very babai de uni!

got bridge one!

dont worry be happy tomb stone also got!

the night before the next morning when i will be leaving we had a group photo.

i mess up my memory but
we did had sing k session, cs and his frens were amazing.
he himself is a Capella dude so he rocks.
we did had lots of food session.
i had the worst noodle on the 1st day and the best koreans on the dunno which day.
we did had lots of sleeping together. @*v*@

brisbane is a cool place. like 10x cooler than arhem.. where i am at.
brisbane is flooded with bloody inti asian students.
brisbane is a city along the river!
launceston is a shitty along the river!

conclusion is:
go brisbane find cs
go brisbane can walke diagonally using cs name.

shy shy emoticon courtesy to hxloke. trademark 2008 http://blog.xuite.net/st4rfish/coralheart.

wooot

2009-03-02T22:00:00.003+11:00

after around a year without internet connection,
i finally got online!!
and i am gonna blog!!
i took pictures!!
i moved !!
and i need to find a way to get my fridge to my house!! i dunno how !! i need a truck!!

watchoutforupdatesinnearfuture.

kuantan random.. cont

2009-02-12T01:55:00.004+11:00

all the godness besides having terrible flu everyday, or at least once every 2 days.
it sucks.
not flu actually, just sensitive nose producing excessive mucus and the irritation inside the nose causing barely bearable uncomfortableness.
once again no matter what the cause it sucks!!!!!
it makes me feels like going back to aus every time it happens. . .

kuantan random

2009-02-11T02:34:00.002+11:00

things that fascinate me :

"...the people that i know, whom i expected to not know me, turns out the other way."

"...i spend hours talking to people i spent least moments thinking about"

life in kuantan is so gonna be missed.

15th

2009-02-10T03:28:00.003+11:00

the 15th day of CNY,
5 of us went to the beach.
it was not crowded
with young people strolling about.

its a special day for chinese,
something about valentines and love and mandarin oranges.
and its the last day for our dear siewyi in kuantan.
thinking back,
i did not know her well until last year for some reason i forgot how i know her.
in fact we were classmates in standard 1.
and now she has top my fetch list.
and she is easy going.
and she will be my future competition in architecture.

so
single good looking rich guys out there
grab your chances before its too late!

p/s:
next monday godamnit! ! !
no!!!

and on the other hand...
yes!!!

dilemma.........................

mixed

2009-01-31T18:28:00.003+11:00

first of all, a merry chinese new year to all.

have been abandoning this space for long.... feel like losing the energy and will to update.

alot of things happened lately, eventual occasions and occasional events.
trying to be observant
trying to see things clear
what is happening and what has happened.

have been traveling a couple of times lately,
have been seeing different people,
have been meeting different friends.

glad to have the opportunity of this kind.
at the same time i am scared...

sigh

2009-01-20T03:23:00.002+11:00

–verb (used without object)

1.	to let out one's breath audibly, as from sorrow, weariness, or relief.

2.	to yearn or long; pine.

3.	to make a sound suggesting a sigh: sighing wind.

–verb (used with object)

4.	to express or utter with a sigh.

5.	to lament with sighing.

–noun

6.	the act or sound of sighing.

311208

2008-12-31T16:43:00.003+11:00

the end of 2008!
have to do a round up for what happened this year,
provided that i remember any of them.

this is gonna be as brief as possible.
earlier this year, January 29th was a big day.
it was when i sincerely giveaway my savings and cell phone to some strangers.
then it was a period of down and darkness.

everything was as usual in tassie,
staying with new friends and learning new things.
spent money on my wardrobe to re-identify myself.
visited melbourne in july after the first semester.

the second semester was screwed by my tutor.
final was not good.

back malaysia after attending my peers graduation,
visited kl last week,
hit a club and fell sick 2 days after.
found that klcc has changed to luxury,
and tried shogun which was not very good.

today is the last day of 2008,
and with stuff that happened around the world,
it might not seems to be a good year for everyone.

away

2008-12-31T04:39:00.000+11:00

in kl for a week,
nothing special happened.

back

2008-12-17T01:13:00.000+11:00

in kuantan.

kthxbye=)

life

2008-12-14T17:31:00.002+11:00

an update about my current life.
starting from my internet-less life, my
routine is waking up late and pes09.
few nights at friend's place to kill of time with dota.
i was home alone for 3-4 days, and
with a car left to myself to use i am actually very free,
to move around and about anywhere i like.
was so peaceful despite the mundane lifestyle.

it was friday when things started to heat up, my housemate
was back in the house with 7 of his family members
and took over the whole house.
i used one night to pack all my shits and sugars
and left my room, after all it was the final day of my contract.
non-stop action of packing and the extra beds requested by my
housemate floods the house.
only this guy can describe the situation:

i left the house a nomad.
moved stuffs to my phuture house and sleep with
wow champion for 4 hours and guess what,
its their graduation the next day!

wake up at 8,
it was raining so there was no parade.
fetched a friend of mine to the ceremony,
all my friends are graduating... i was going to be left alone....
got a ticket from him to attend the meaningful boring event,
spotted a hottie sister of a senior.
i was given a sony alpha200 to snap around,
it was kinda cool having a DSLR hanging in front of my chest.
i took countless bad photos...
for some reason it was set to manual focus and i cant fking take a good picture.
sorry la i mess up the whole thing,
because i dunno how to use a camera.

before everything happened,
i got a text from my parents about my grandma,
my dad's mom.
she was unconscious and was sick, very sick.
. . . .

yesterday night was a blast!
the last night out for all the grads!
and for some reason they chose to flood a small club.
like the smallest club u can imagine.
long queue and got in.
everyone was there,
we had some shots and drinks that got us hyper in no time.
....
we hop to another club later,
and it was like the craziest night ever,
we dance and drink and ekoms and sguh around
....
slept this morning at 4,
got a text at 7
my grandma left us to another world.

fish

2008-12-10T01:57:00.003+11:00

the other day out of the blue we went fishing at the same spot again.
the only difference is i caught 4 fishes.
woot x 4

BIG FISH
flathead. very big, my first ever caught.

2nd fish is a small cod.

another flathead.

goodbye
life without internet is lame.
L
A
M
E.