for the 5th year

tonight was alright, i got abit moody because i have nothing to do.

the BTD assignment which is due next week,

i got no idea how to start yet.

gotta think of a theory for the Theory assignments 2 weeks later...

its funny when you look back to your earlier days,

guess thats what they call self-reflection? self-research? self-representation through chronologically documented experience?

i went and check out my older posts in this blog.

looking at 2005,

find myself very stupid in using the language and harshly type-it-out without thinking through.

no good.

2006, all about my college life and things.

its quite shocking how i actually forgot alot of the stuff and i tried hard to recall nothing.

2006, all about dota

seriously, i remember this.

2006, when we went shopping in KL, ahh~ awesome!

2008, when i was in tassie

my blogging style differ since.

got lazy and developed this few sentences posts...

2009, still no improvements in language use and still have shits stuck up in my brain

2010, still trying, obviously not hard enough....

one day, i will go and read all my friends' old posts in their blogs.

world no.5 6-9-10

one day, i got no.5 in batman arkham asylum challenge DLC nocturnal hunter.

thanks to my hd5850 i handle games so smoothly like i score goals

randomly found in my hp:

semester 1 board

mousehunt

then there were mouses, 8 got caught, and they banished into the shadow, crawling behind the walls.

00:00am - Kitchen

I checked my trap and found that I had caught a mouse! I caught a 3 oz. Grey Mouse worth 0 points and 0 gold.

It appears that i have to get rid of the corpse and washed my trap and replaced with a new bait since it seems to be eaten.

dates

one good thing bout blogging is that it is a time path for me

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things that happened to me around me for me by me is arranged chronologically

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i was wondering when was the first day i stepped onto this island: and i did recorded down in my blog. 8th of july 2007

when me and you are still strangers

when me and you are still strangers

when me and YOU do not know each other

do you remember yours?

blogmaki so random

i remember 2 years ago,

on a typical friday night after soccer i walked back to my leprena room sat down in front of my laptop with gush of depression

and i blogged.

today,

i cant play soccer anymore.

i miss it.

but i have got to work.

i plan on taking off on friday night. yes, gotta tell me boss!

ironically, right after i put on my apron just now,

me boss requested me to work extra on thursday.

so,

how am i suppose to take a minus two in the planned schedule?

know what?

with very slight concern,

i might get depression soon... i am so lack of socialism nowadays.

i need to go out and get hype!

but when there is a chance,

i often turn it down...

put it like this: i felt a lost of direction in my life...

at least subsequently.

i am affraid.

slight but true.

someone ajak me to gym. setting new directions?

i replied with a smile.

unsure if its a sincere smile or

merely a courteous feedback...

i was browsing scrolling through blogs.

blogs linked around people around me.

discovered familiar bloggers.

people who i know,

more appropriately; people i recognise, 'know' is a big word to use...

don't know could as well be the new know.

hey, i should be careful in writing here...

could be viewed by maybe more than 3 people after this...

i remember i onced have the hit counter gadget when i was with my 2nd blog theme.

but lost it in the messy html codes when i decided for a skin change.

i tried to dig it out but it lost count...

well, sometimes you have to let go of something for new thing to set in, right?

well , its always easier to say than lay.

something more random than this?

.: this morning i got a text by an unknown number:

'are you availabe this morning?'

-no, got to work.

'i had work for you no worries'

-who is this?

' Your favourite uncle'

.:practically, i was stunned. and went back to bed.

i texted the stranger back after i was awake.

he said he got somebody else in to help him out.

i ask who the stranger is he once again.

he mentioned something i cant comprehend. but i am quite sure he got me as the wrong guy.

best part: i do not know who is him/her still... and she/he might still thought i am the person he/she thought i am...

its midnight.

sometimes it feels so good just to write things that pop up in your mind first place.

i might wanna roll back my blog archive and re-tag all the posts... ahh~ sound like fun.

should i post along some pictures?

this morning was special.

i should be thankful at the moment.

and limys i love you....
to think the gay way is you waited for me to get back online to chat with me
so touching.

to think the normway, you need to sleep la.. deng! 6am still awake?~?!

难道只有洋葱才有眼泪？

psst...

this is how mousehunt whisper to me.






through my routine objects...
they are everywhere...
so,
catch them before somebody else does!
sound the bloody horn!








assignments due very VERY soon....

painful

my housemates flood my room for no reason and found a stain on by bed.



the only thing i can say is.
i am innocent.
so is he.















p/s: i just found 2 bumper keys on the right side of my keyboard... its copy and paste button. handy huh?

pp/s: oh ya.. and i re-remembered my keyboard offers 2 more usb ports only after i got my logitech usb hub.

facts

to be safe,
keep your girlfriend away from me.
unless you are the same as me,
then we'll see.

good morning!

waking up early is not me.
its not what i do nor what i did.
today is an exception,
sleeping at 2.28 and waking at 7.40 during un-stress period.


there must be some sort of driver for it.
could be something...
could be something...
could be somebody...
visualize it.

never been here so early in my life... went jogging... it feels good!
"it should be a routine"
it could be.













randomism:
familiar? ? ? think think!

wahh~~



yoh~ i think its yivon at the back...walking around in the house for somereason or noreason...




bugs rabbit oh!



*found these in my phone memory... how pictures fascinates people by redelivering the memories.

wooot

after around a year without internet connection,
i finally got online!!
and i am gonna blog!!
i took pictures!!
i moved !!
and i need to find a way to get my fridge to my house!! i dunno how !! i need a truck!!

watchoutforupdatesinnearfuture.

back

in kuantan.

kthxbye=)

counterfeitism

check this out..
was trying out the fragrances the other day and saw this...
cant resist its temptation so i take the photo.
"GK one, if you like CK one, you sure will like this fragrance.."
i laughed.
they also have loop! acqua di gio, hugo boss...
funny.

anti-socialism

i run in my house, from kitchen to my room, from my room to the toilet, etc.
i want to save time,
i want to reach a place faster.
walking is too slow,
its time wasting.
no one cares if i am running in the house,
unlike when i am outside,
where eyes are all around,
where i cant run for no reason.
and my room,
doesn't have a speed limit.
its like a sanctuary,
where everything i need is here,
where i can be alone,
where i can enjoy the music,
where i do not have to act,
where i do not have to talk,
where i do not have to wear underwear,
where i can be dead but at the same time more alive,
so,
i need to get back to my room asap.
so i can be alone with myself.

good thing is,
i am not watching Japanese anime all day long,
i am not reading comics or manga,
i am not collecting figures,
i am not discussing BIG issues in forums,
i am not sleeping,
i am not dota-ing,
i am not msn-ing,

i ma just enjoying my own sweet time...
but the only flaw is,
in spite the fact that its actually S/S 2008,
my room stays at F/W 2008.
its so cold i can hardly breathe
its so cold i can barely move
its so cold i can redefine cold
its so cold i am drinking ice
its so cold i do not know what is hot
its so cold my poo is snow
its so cold i feel so old

to do list

my plan....
i will try to follow.

- buff up myself
- brush up my guitar skill
- eat up!
- tidy up!
- use up the leftover gym attendance card


and that is all...
...for now

xmen

fyi, there is this new animated series call wolverine and the xmen.
its still coming out weekly.

i still remember when i was young, i used to sit down in front of the tv with my brother every sunday morning to watch xmen.
in fact, our first computer game is xmen: children of the atom, 2D fighting game when a piece of CD cost rm15 back in the days...

i was so young i dont really understand the series well...
and by watching the latest, ugly animated it triggers my interest to go back and re-understand it,
and also because the world of marvel heroes is fun to explore...
and so i downloaded the 1992 series,
yes,
with the intro theme that sounds like this:
"deng-deng dend-deng deng deng..deng ..."

jean, gambit and storm are missing but who cares since rogue is here.. =)

i finished the 1st season in 2 days,
which again i am suppose to do my freaking work instead.
anyways,
i now know what is going on,
but still...
there are alot of conflict in the series with the other series...
there are too many versions and 'world' in them...
i cant figure out how they relateto each other.. yet... damn...

random

i was so sissy i watched high school musical.
to top it off,
i watched the 1st of the trilogy. (well there are 3 at the moment...)
to whipped the cream off the top,
i found it quite nice.
=)

crisis

we who are in aussie know and are liking the currency exchange rate at the moment.
shall we say thanks to the 700 billion bailout spent by US government?
myself,
a person who did not bother bout the world,
knows nothing about the current big issues of the world.
so,
i have no opinion.
but i enjoyed reading this
feel free to read it if you care.
i quoted a very true line:

"Buy things through eBay, save transportation, save money, save environment as well."

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