Meals

Basically, these are what i cook and eat. (warning: disgusting images included)

pork + egg + chili sauce(which is not our kind of chili sauce) served with white rice.
fried rice with ham + chicken
fried rice with egg + chicken + chili sauce

(new plate~!)

fried rice + hotdog + chicken + egg + bread(huh)

pasta made for me by a singaporean teacher. the second time she invited me to eat. so nice.spagetti with beef. too much. too full.new treat. beef+carrot+onions with black pepper sauce~!i just had this. nice huh~

seriously after this time, no more posting using IE. CRAP.

Faculty

woo~ just got my finest shower just now. its the warmest day this morning. blistering sun. shine through my window and woke me up (and its just 10 am.zzz) I'd check the temperature and it is actually 1°C-3°C. sweat.
Had taken many pics when i am yet to have internet service. Tour to my faculty far from my hostel, new building, factory facade, interior and everything. well, it used to be a factory a year before and now its my school. the building itself. i dunno whether information and details can be found online or not, but i was told that this building had won quite a number of awards including design, most sustainable building and dunno what else. and it cost 6mil. more expensive than Michael Owen. it was 8mil but had budget constraint of 6mil, so they had to remove stuff include the wall for the studios on ground floor. resulting a very weak sound insulation throughout the whole "factory" i had class in studio. hardly hear what the tutor and lecturer is talking. furthermore during the rain, you will suspect yourself a deaf. some projects and models done by previous students found in studio on the third floor. As far as i know, there are 5 studios for different level of students. 4 tutor rooms and 2 lecture halls. (information unconfirmed) a view of Tamar river from one of the studio's window. feel like going out there under the shelter and hanging out on the bridge? well go on if you want your ribs freeze out.
unlimited source of timber. haha. yea~ for making model and stuff. one small part of this building is use for research in timber thingy. UTAS and one Uni of Fine Furniture (information unsure) are researching the timber (quite abundant here) and thus creating lots and lotsa timber boards.90% of this building are built from timber. everything everywhere is timber boards. And this customized piece of wall beside the staircase are widely produced and fixed throughout the building, as wall, ceiling, and some decorative purpose. Nice~ besides, every partitions and interior walls are made of timber board without further finishing. summary: interior = timber, exterior = steel. so you can actually see the flaw at the joints, code and labels on the boards are remained. well, it actually created a quite unique condition(for me).
2 computer labs with 100% Mac. So far for me i still prefer pc. All just because Mac doesn't have right-click (in my own dictionary). Download stuff here is fun because the speed can start from 2mb/s and drop to 300+kb/s. woot~ kickass speed.
oh ya.. there is 1 ping pong table and (do we call that) ping-pang-pie or table tennis racket. when you get bored in the lecture hall, feel free to play ping pong with some friends here. High five~
there is 1 lounge and some discussion spaces too. besides, shower rooms are provided because students overnight at the school is expected. fridge and ASM also provided.
Its kinda nice building but the sound insulation and (*new 1) smell insulation are bad. I dunno whether is there a cafe or kitchen around ( i cant see any) but during lunch time, i can smell delicious food, bought by other students from outside. its like you cant see them eating but you can smell them.

Crib

Alright homies, welcome to my crib!

ma bed. White bed set. such pure and angelic. unlike ma face.

sink, window with colorful canvas, the office chair with jacket on it, heater, desk.
(some glowy stuff in the dustbin.. bling* bling* yeah~)

long desk with my stuffs on it.
yup. wardrobe on the far right. and its half open.

view from my window. ahh~~ kids playing soccer.

the kitchen. we have all kinds of utensils. all u need and some u dont really need.
one of the 3 fridges. (ya. tiga biji)

the tv with all boring Tassie channel. DVD player under it.
that's all you can get, now get out from my room.

Sydney > Launceston
-8th July 2007-


Sydney.. After going through some luggage scan and stuff, I asked an officer about the domestic transit. Then I follow what he told me and gone to Qantas domestic transit. Queue there for like 20 minutes and more. Ahh~ finally it was my turn.. I showed him the ticket and he told me I was at he wrong place… omg… wtf… so shameful la…. He told me roughly where should I go which I don’t really know what he is talking about. He’d written some notes for me which I thought it would be enough for me to go to the right place. Then I walked back out to Sydney airport… compare to KLIA Sydney airport are just too small… tiny. I was still lost in the airport. Its not that its big till I got lost, its tiny as I said, its because I have no idea where should I go to…zzz…I asked some people in the information counter, and got really good information. Alright, I actually still dunno how to interpret my flight ticket. I dunno why they print the word Qantas near the bottom of the ticket which draw me to focus on Qantas airlines. Bloody. I actually need to go out from the airport, took a 5aud bus ride to another domestic terminal, named jet star.
There goes my bloody 5aud. It was 10 am and It was too early for me to check in. therefore I spent 1hour ++ there, sitting at the railing doing nothing. Yeah~ before that, when I just reached, I go to Qantas service lane. Queued there, they told me that my ticket was issued by jet star and I have to go to the other counter to check in. then only I know I have to wait till 11.30pm to check in to Launceston. Bloody shameful la…noob ass Caucasian dunno how to interpret the bloody ticket. What a shame. After check in, I don’t dare to go in yet cuz the person who checked me in said something like I cant dunno what what what (sorry la.. Tarak ingat liao) untill its 12.20pm. But then, I go observed. I saw people actually went in, so I ikut saja lah… go queue with my trolley… I already felt weird cuz nobody else is pushing a trolley except myself. After few more steps 1 guy came and ask me to put away the trolley…walao… another what-a-shame case. OMG. During the baggage scan, (this 1 was the strictest among all the scans I went through) they actually asked us to take out our laptop from the bag to get scan separately. My laptop bag kena. Zzz… they found a pair scissor in my laptop bag. (terrorist~!@#) which I don’t remember putting it inside until it was shown to me. Swt. There goes my scissor… went down to the shopping area and gates. Ignore the shopping and I walked straight to my gate. I remember clearly it was gate 57, and I cant see my flight to Launceston on the screen. Stated that I have to shown the boarding pass no later than 1220pm. Looked at the time, it was 1218pm already. Shocky~ I was getting nervous… I dunno what to do… T.T the word Qantas was all over the place… even in gate 57... Qantas haunt me~~ once again I have to shamefully go to Qantas desk behind gate 57 to ask them to confirm my boarding pass… sigh… they just told me to look at the screen, which doesn’t help much. Suddenly, dunnoy why I walked pass gate57 screen and I saw the bloody Launceston… haha… damn~ but I am still unsure whether I miss it previously so many times or it just pop up.
Now lets talk about this jet star. They don’t have the bridge thing to link us directly into the plane. The plane is smaller and its known as air bus. It was raining mildly, I followed the crowd in a queue, walked outside and took a staircase into the jet, like what we saw in tv and movies. Shocking is the walking path is super narrow. I had to put my hand luggage above some other seats, and forced myself back to my seat. Oh how unbearable. The seats were so packed and crammed. I can hardly move my legs. Another window seat for me but I don’t care. I slept even before it took off, woke up only when it was landing. Peaceful journey. There was a Chinese guy to pick me up as well as a girl from US and A. The air was cool and freezing, just like what its like when I was in Sydney. The Chinese guy is actually my senior doing architecture, he is from Singapore. He drove me to get an optus sim card and 9bucks double pack pillow. I actually stuck them 2 into 1 pillow case. They were too soft to be called pillow. He brought me to McD and I had my lunch-dinner there. Then it was getting dark and I settled into my room. It was freezing out there. I dare you to go stand outside for 5 minutes wearing singlet and short pants. Yeah limys I am talking to you~!! Cheers~




1. view from top -- sydneY~
2. 5 aud bus inter-terminal
3. tiny jet no star
4. road trip towards Launceston... see the signboard?

The Departure
-7th July 2007-

Around 8.30pm I reached KLIA, with the company of my dad, mom, my younger bro, my old-aunt and my cousin. Right after the door opens, I met Hee, ys and cs. 10 secs later, I met Johnny , st and kent. All of them promised to send me off to Aus. Hanging around with them while waiting for the long queue to check in. Took some pictures and having some yi yi bu she time. I was having problems during my check-in, the officer said they have to arrange the seat for me, aka the seats were full. My dad was so nervous, keep on giving pressure to the person in charge. In the end, I was given a Golden Club Class instead of economy class. Cool~~ sadly it was not business class, just a 1st class. Avice: check in as late as possible the next time you board a plane.
After hugging and waving goodbye, my lonesome journey begins. I stepped out from the lift, pulling 2 baggage, heading towards places I’ve never been. It would be the 1st time for me to be at the terminal. Those procedures and stuff were all new to me. I was kinda nervous not knowing what to do. But for the sake of my image, I act cool and calm all the time, while at the same time observing carefully what others are doing so that I can somehow follow what they did. I noticed that the main terminal building was very big, with a forest in the middle of the terminal. Haha… finally I saw it… I did a research about KLIA last year in my final and now I got the chance to see it myself. Great~ Directly I board the transit train and walked some distance to my gate. It was a long queue at the waiting room. I queued like what others were doing, for like 10 minutes and realized I was heading to Rotterdam. Rupa-rupanya Sydney lane kat sebelah…zzz
In the plane… woohoo… I got first class seat… muahhaa… some more its beside window… syokz.. Took some pictures… now I feel kinda exciting going to Sydney. Sincerely before that, I feel nothing… lolz… I have no feel even I am going to fly to somewhere else in the next 24 hours. I was sitting there, trying to figure out how to get those tv and stuff to work. Can’t do it too obviously cause face problem. If people found out that I was this noob then where should I place my face? The seat was spacious. Not long later, the stewardess pushed in a trolley with satays. I was called mr. Liu through out the whole journey… macam adult liao… haha… I ate quite a lot of chicken satays… damn. They were even better than satay zul. I ordered apple juice as told by johnny it’s the best juice on plane. Not long later, she show me the menu and I ordered my dinner. Then she brought some breads, I chose the garlic bread cuz I dunno what’s the name for the rest… zzz.. After that, she brought us one kind of western spaghetti with prawns which is cold and tasteless. That was suppose to be the appetizer but I was already filled with satays. After that, my beef steak was served. Steak is best serve with -- wine~ I ordered red wine. French one. Nice. But I was too full to describe how the steak taste like. After the main dish was the dessert. Nice. I watch a lame honking movie before I slept. For like 2 hours, the stewardess woke me up for the continental breakfast. C’mon~ it was 4 in the morning.. Who eat breakfast at this time? Furthermore I am still full la… I chose a bread and a muffin. I ate the bread and toss the muffin back after 2 bites. Disgusting muffin full of raisins and some dunno what. Johnny! Itu muffin tarak sedap la… drink 2 glass of strawberry health drink, sort of like yogurt drink. Then I was too full I even neglected the yummy yogurt… sigh… not long later, we reached Sydney. It was 8 am in Australia time. I realized that the purpose of the stewardess waking us up is to suit the Australia time zone. To help us to fit ourselves to it. Another long queue at the custom. Which typical of myself, following what others are doing. Grab my baggage at the collection area, got my passport checked by 2 officers. Tot I am a terrorist? Lolz.

some pictures... ahh~~

Geez

For how long I've been slacking? Not really long nia. I found that while i was pausing everything about my blog, everyone else were pratically doing the same thing i did.

You might ask me : so how? 2 more days to go... how do you feel? how about your gf?
How do i feel? Mixed feelings. Gf? I dunno how to asnwer you.

Lately I've been flooded by question asking me which part of Australia I ma go to.

Tasmania

I am going to be a Tasmanian Devil.

I do not have an external harddisk. So i have been transfering data from my pc to my laptop. Triring. Toilsome.

Not long ago, 5 hours after i got my laptop, I did something stupid to it end up with me formatting it. The problem is harddisk calshing. I lost the preset allocated hd for Dell Media Direct. As well lost some backup files set in by Dell and the factory settings. Not long later, about a few days, I did something wrong again. Much as well the same root causing problem--- the Vista compatibility. Format lagi.. install balik the stuff... and most importantly, found 2 great vista compatibility software and hardware list online. Bookmarked.

SO.. I hope everything has been palned well, by God.

Launceston, Tasmania.. probably 1 of the most backward location in Aus. AS xyn said : ulu, Crystle (hopefully i spelled it correct) said : dull... I say : YES. I KNOW. I HAVE NO CHOICE THOUGH.
For it, I made a pledge to whom-it-may-concern, I'ma study hard when i got there. This is a promise.

溏心风暴 very nice. watch it or regret not watching it. If you have the chance. Ending theme very nice... 心领 by 林峰 + 钟嘉欣.

New Gadgets

WAH~~ xuan's laptop is so damn cool rite~!! I am currently copying pictures from a camera to my pc. 1st tiem for me to do so.... haha.. I took some picture of my laptop, its cherryred burlwood covering the front.... not as nice as i thought it would be.... boring.. the Dell Inspiron 6400. I think all dell has a same facade. In 潮爆大状 everyone is using it.

side view

top view

Some view of it.... give opinion... the important part : speX

Intel(R) Core(TM)2 Duo Processor T7200 2GHz, 4MB Cache, 667 MHz FSB
2GB (2 X 1024MB) 667MHz Dual Channel DDR2 SDRAM (1gb was given to me free!)
120GB SATA Hard Drive
8X DVD+/-RW
256MB NVIDIA(R) GeForce(R) Go 7300 TurboCache
Running Window Vista
Wireless, ADSL, Card reader, Bluetooth

It cost me MYR4200 and I bought it online. Dell wor... zzz... my bro recommended to me and i always listen to him. I am goodboy. Yesterday my mom offer to fetch me to buy a new pair of shoes. I dunno what shoes to buy but she brought me to a place in front of the post office. There sells whole lots of footwear. I was forced to buy a pair of shoe there. I was like so blank because I never really thought of buying any shoes at the moment. FYI, I owned a pair of hang-kai nike, soccer nike, cloth-material dr.cardin. I think its enough for me but the tauke intro me a pair of running adidas, and my mom says i need to exercise also when i get there. Which i think it makes sense. Finally, she brought the MYR160 adidas running for me. I am totaly thankful for it. Grateful. Even she was like buying a pair of low usage shoe for me. I dunno when will i have the chance to use it, to wear it. But faith is i know someday in the future i will certainly need it.

kasut baru bernama adidas vanquish

Happy Birthday

I remember you remembered me when you saw me in SABS form 1. I remember you brought me into football and many other things. I remember you scolded me many times. I remember how you cared for me when my head was spinning on that hill. I remember today is your birthday.

familiar pic? keke..

Ah Hee~!! Thank you and muax~!! keep the TURTLE POWER with you~!!

I am sick

This would be the 3rd night that i've been sick. this morning my dad brought me to see doctor. i was given 3 kinds of pills. and yet my throat is burning, i feel like vomit the throat out and smoothen it with some sorts of sandpaper. my body is so damn weak i can hardly stay awake for 1 hour. i feel like i want to die. whenever i am sick, i think of dying to set myself free from this torchering. but just one short and mindless thought, i wont do that. i am afraid of death. this morning i heard a news about 4 malays raping a girl in front of her boyfriend. they hit the boy and used his life as a threat and ask for the girl to let them rape. what the fuck is wrong with these 4 Malays? i hope Allah know what to do with these assholes. i hate rapists. rapists are malays. i hate malays.

i am currently waiting the offer letter from Newcastle. i cant afford to take the risk to Tasmania. FYI, Tasmania U had changed the title of Bachelor of Archi to Master of Archi. which is a totaly mindless decision made in Feb this year. Untill now, the Pertubuhan Akitek Malaysia (PAM) has not yet recognise the new title for the same old course. the architect programme has always been a double degree. part 1 and part 2. now the Tasmanian who thought they can change the world by being the 1st to have the courage to change the title of the course ruined it all. the debate is still going on but the 1st batch of the students there has not yet graduate. in a great chances i might change my destination to Newcastle to meet AiLi and Santi.

Talked about Santi, Goal II was a dissapointment. for me. In Real, Santi plays 5 minutes in each game and scores the winning goal in each as a sub; when every big names are struggling to perfoem in the early 85 mins. the goals he scored are so unreal. the computer edited goals dedicated to him are just too fake. spoiler. suck. there is no way he is always unmark and with technical skills not greater than me, he can skip pass all the defenders (putting Zidane and Robinho in shame) the only selling point in this film will be David Beckham. He featured in most scenes, and he is handsome. 1 succesful point is they manage to get most of the Real players to talk and act. 1 more sukky point : they created a new player call TJ Harper for Arsenal. Don't try to search for him. he dont even exist.

Another new skin

yohoo... check this out~ my new skin~!! like it or not, this is it.. with new colors and larger fonts (popular demand?) i lost my google adsense in the progress... maybe 1 day i will figure and dig it out again. Why cappucino? as if i have other choices like latte and mocha... accept it. And the 结婚 on the upper left corner... totally nothing to do with anything k... i am still wondering why the designer have to highlight it... Although i know my profile there got a bit cacat, but i dunno how to correct it... the profile is generated by blogger itself... i cant edit it, if i want to keep my lengzai photo on my site.

Generally thats all. got to run...




... to the toilet.

journal

Monday. when i woke up, it was afternoon already. the final 2 days for the free 1gb ram dell promo. i double checked my dell cart, never forgotten that it was the day i was going to sg. lembing. Ok, i did argue with my dad during lunch time.

Not for long untill hee stopped by. gave me my long waited genting trip's pictures. at the mean time, i rush to bath and packed my things to go sg. lembing. i hop in his car, went to get weikee and stopped by xuan's house. straight away i heard limys's voice. he was already there with his new man utd travelling bag. i saw it was a long bag. 3 minutes later, hx along with wb, terry arrived. i was not in great mood because of the laptop inccident earlier the same day. i kept quiet most of the time. later, we went to pick sy up. went into his house, then his room. i felt something about sy when i was in his room. jsut something i dunno how to express in words. after the short stay, we headed towards sg.lembing.

I asked about wk's laptop. How much he bought his hight tech gaming laptop should be kept a secret. But anyways, that machine is a MONSTER. Not for long we reached our destination. met up with mc, jb and qy. we went to the house belongs to mc's grandma. wooden house. those old time kampung house. very nice. got a river behind it. All the switchs were dark,round and old. We prepared the fire, we started bbq. everything went on smoothly. it was warm around the bbq rack. most of us guys took off our shirt. i had to admint i ate 5 wings. i knew i was kinda over. therefore, i ate the others less. i felt like drinking a lotsa water. sy told me everytime he saw me i was holding a cup. hence, i decided to style myself with a cup-in-hand throughout the rest of the night. after bath, we took a stroll down around sg lembing. it was midnight. we walked a big circle round sg. lembing. some of us even went down to the river, to cross the river. 1 hour of tiring-and-lotsa-dogs-around-barking-at-us-and-disturbing-the-neighbourhood walk.
we even pass through the cemetry~ bangga. Went home, without doing much, i slept. untill 5 am, all of us woke up. going to go for mountain climbing. i was reluctant to do so. even before i hop on to hee's car, i had a feeling i am not going to climb this time. dont ask me why. sometimes some weird feeling strikes me without reason. randomly. i continue sleeping as they enjoyed the sunrise ontop of the hill. on 11 am, we went back to kuantan. i suppose all of them were sleeping after they reached home.

this house kena bomed~ ping pong piang!!

the all cement basin. cool~

roast them fingers~ yeah babeh''

they tot they are pirates... hey! look whats in Terry's hand?

look at hx.. he so yau yeng~~i was sleeping so sweetly when this picture was taken.

Reached home. i online awhile and settle the laptop bikin again. this time it was all done. anticipating the laptop with much eagerness... My red colored Dell~!! come to me babeh~!!

I went to the book fest...

where should i start? ok.... fyi.. my post are made of words, no pictures. boring as u may say.

3 days back, i follow my parents to kl yet another time because my dad has got some personal stuff to do, and have to settle my oversea stuff as well. early in the morning we departed, went studylink straight away, apply for visa and clearify some enquiries. then we went TARC to get a letter of completion require by the UTAS. but this TARC is so useless, they only offer 2 shitty letter to students : the standard letter which proves that you are studying in TARC, pretty, i mean totally useless. the second 1, the testimonial. for fuck's sake, i told these staff that what i want is this letter of completion (LOC) and along i brought with me a letter from studylink to prove that i need this particular custom LOC in order to apply for UTAS. and them staff keep on asking me to write my name in this dunno wat book and wait for 1 week for the testimonial.... harlow? my english too poor u cant understand? then i go straight to find the head of school, hallelujah for god's grace there is this clerk was there... she saw me with a unusual latter in hand and also accompnay by parents, she tender my needs. (sound gay?zz) then everything settled. saw some good looking girls. what do u expect? its TARC college, where liang luiS are.

the next day, went klcc cuz my mom wanted so eagerly to visit the book fest. we reached at about 11 am. so not so freaking lotsa people there..yet. entrance fee rm2. i walked inside and none of the books interest me. maybe i was born not to be attracted by books or i just dont find readign suits me. sigh. pathetic. truthfully, i reall feel abit pening kepala. maybe some side effect of... the infamous tea-cup incident. all the while i was sms-ing with ky. i plan to meet him at klcc today as he said he wants to come over here for the book fest as well. but to my amaze he was at timesquare the time i was at the book fest. then when he arrived at klcc, i was already preparing to ciaw... time not ngam la ky... sorry leh... not duwan to see you, is cant... and so many peorple that day... u stay till 6 pm go lrt see, u will faint. last time also i walk to ampang to take lrt. but nevermind, i know ky u enjoy the girl scanning there. i saw some quite attractive ones... ^^

other time i was shopping for some needed stuff for oversea study. the prob for me now is i'm going alone to tasmania in 1 month time. so scared. for me being alone to a totally strange place. and i am sure i will encounter problems even in the air port already. no need to emphasize on language gap and cultural gap and some law and legal stuff across country. all things will be different. the weather, i scared i will fall sick before i settle down. i am weak u all can tell. i dunno where will i stay. i know nothing about the environment and condition there. what bus to take what transport to go where. how to buy things there, pay 1st or after when i eat there. i join terus the second year student. what if i cant catch up with the studies? what if what i learnt is not same as what they apply. what if i'm lost? what if i miss a flight? what if i lost my apssport? what if this and that.... ys scold me la... say i scared all kidna stuff ler... yes i am. i will always try to do so to make sure i get a firm grip in the things i do. i dont like to risk. its too troublesome. and i hate trouble. i will try my best to get away from it.

pointless point

so long for me to blog. nothing to write... whne i want to blog, i cant. when i can, i dont want. what the hell.

ok since the day i back to kuantan, online and dota everyday with limcc and limys. and limcc everyday diu people. then 1 nite the lightning stoke all my modem and line gone. 1-2 weeks without internet. sadist. during this period i play nfs carbon, some old chinese rpg. and replay my west ham. i once tot of blogging something bout the nfs series. here it goes... i will keep it A.S.A.P (S for short)

as u may see in this pic, the car drift by the hills.

yesh~ we call it canyon drift.

in this game, there are more options. 3 types of cars, the tuner, muscle and exotic. (u choose 1 in the beginning then the unlocks will be different accordingly) u have to go through canyon in each level. those mountain route u see and hope to play but can only get them in arcade initial d. we have it here. fun. but the drift is hard to pull out, perhaps impossible. i cannot do wonders like i did in previous version. so, no drift around = speed up. but their drift course has become extremely hard. totally unliek the previous underground 2. its HARD here... and the tuner cars(evo 11, rx-7..) raceing against the exotic(corvette, lambroghini, viper...), super susah to win...

i played 侠客英雄传3. due to too long never play, forgot about lotsa stuff in the game... i misso out 3 swords in the beginning. shitty, but in the end i found out a so call cheat or mode. here's the trick... when curing combat, hold down the up arrow button, and press the left number 1 on your keyboard. u can see our mr. Cheong's clothes (should be blue) changes into 9 different colors. all with different damage when equip with different stones. syok~! i deal 13000++ dmg towards the final boss with my ulti. PAIN~!!

so on the 25th of May, we went to genting. sorry no pics. and no pics = no more elaboration. ty and gudnite.

and so i was back after the trip. and hee and ys were too. so now life has become interesting. the next day we'd back, we went for football. yesh~! i'm loving it. the night we went yc at satay zul. yeh~ my 1st time there. the next day, let me think.. hmm... yea~ morning we went for badminton. i was BAD in it. but still manage to take down the shuttlecock in the air using racquet. proud~~the noon same day, we went to sukan belia and do some rock climbing~ susah man~ i din climb thou... and then super big rain came pouring down... home we went back to. the next day... rest kinda well, till evening we went football again~!! yesh yesh~!! then the night we went jagei.... tat was ermm.. last night~!! then today, shrek the third on screen, but we din go and watch. so today i do nothing at home. and my modem is back. 2 days already~ can online and tot people would miss me after so long... turn out to be... depression and grieveness... am i sharing the air God created for us in this world with u all?

(u want pic? at least got 1 la.... )

ever wanted to post something but couldn't come up with a single shit?

my life is souless. i mean here in kuantan. i got no job, no love, no money, no-nothing. no will to do a single shit. i ate a honey stars+rich soy. well, use soy rather than milk cuz its feaking rm2+ cheaper to have soy. limcc keep on asking me to go find job with him. my parents want me to find a draft person job. actually i duwan to work as a draft man yet, not now. not during this 1 month period.and not in an architect firm. not going to scratch my own profile. or izzit i keep on giving excuses? like i use to do and always do and will continue doing it? i am not sure.. i dunno izzit an excuse i hypnotize myself with or not. i can give myself more suitable reason such as i am lazy, i duwan to call or look up for any architect firm, i duwan to work, an so on.

i want dota lately. i enjoying it with limys and ohjimmy. i dunno whether limys' exam is still on or not. heard cc say u drop every freaking paper? or is it not? i've been eating cup noodles for the past.. 1 day. 4 cups to go, 4 more nights to go. u know, cup noodles are tasty, to eat them under certain circumstances: alone in the night, watching tv series early in the morning, catching a footy match, well, playing games or online-ing. eating cup noodles alone is an art.

went to futsal just now. with cheelip. he is the only person who will call me to futsal nowdays. since we met in tarc one day in history. so now i am joining a new futsal gang. since my mates are all unavailble, except terry, but 2 of us cant make a game. ah hee, cs, ys, come back~! i want to play futsal football and whatever la~~

today i bath my dog. he smells real bad. bad doggy. a hole he dug in front of my house, well, still under my house compound. zzz. yesterday i saw him laying in the hole he dug. he look cute in it. no doubt. but it is still a naughty act. if you have a dog, dont let him do this stunt. although he will tell u he is just trying to make a bed for himself or whatever. he is boring. he has no friends. no cat around to make him work. his best friend was a cock. yeah~ cocky cock. but it was. the cock(not a dick here) died last year. he was left alone. again. his routine : early wake up, when mama go out to teach, he walk out to peepee. wait my papa want go out work, he come into the house/sleep under others car. papa come back, he sleep. untill evening papa come back again, he go out take a detour of peepee and shit. then come back lay infront of doorstep, waiting the dinner to be served. errmm.. not sure dinner or lunch, he only get 1 meal per day. a dog's life. then back to sleep.

mine? wake up in the noon. check for sms and msn message. mostly and sadly nothing will i get. no messages at all. eat lunch. watch tv. play pc. dinner. watch tv/pc. sleep. dull? rate it! my ball was temporarily lost. i dunno when was the last time i kick it or dribble it to... perhaps in my granpa's room? not yet check there out though... there is this michael owen-in-liverpool-jersey-poster on my wall. on the other piece, a roy kean elading manchester united cool balck and white and a lil bit of red poster. that was the time manchester united is manchester united. roy, seba, ole, david, ruud, paul, ryan. the star lads.

i am downloading kaspersky. wondering why my C: space getting smaller. shit. should be some sort of worms or horse or mosnter is eating the space. just know that Schindler and Saddam came out from their mothers womb on the same day as me. great scott~ yesterday nitght, i mean the day before yesterday, i dreamt of yoonmeng and peiyong and their parents. sweat. i dunno why. but i get the feeling. it was like... last time... i dunno how to describe it... just some relationship compose into dream. friendship though. i owe that family. the dream wants me to remember it. have to repay it 1 day.

what the heck is this post.... so may people want me to blog... ok lorh.. simply blog lor.... take it ... nah...

3 in a rowz..

this morning.. woke up after 10am, kicked ys and woke him up... renta a kancil, where the door to the seat beside driver is spoilt.. have to open frm the inside..zzz.. we went to pump patrol... and from now... ys start to get crazy.. he shout scream sing yell talk blah watever when he was driving.... he is monkey.. with hands and legs unavailable.. he fuly utilised his mouth..zzz...
we fetch my gf, we went subang eat kim gary... we went study link done my thing... we went lost here and there... we swap place to drive at jalan imbi... it was like.. 1 part ys know so he drive... no near to my place as we went so chane to i drive... so great driving team we made up... hahaha... i did plenty of stunts...zzz... i dunno y.... stun pass motors, stun U turn, stunt skip pass rapid kl bus in the middle of traffic jam... scary skills shown by me... swt... lazy to blog liao... type so many words la today... wth... bye bye....

2 in a row...

now... continue from the previous post. the next morning, ah hee sent me to st hse, we waited for johnny to pick us up. we went genting. he drove. he went all around to pick all of us up, me, kent, st, xr, himself. total of 5 people. in an old iswara... omg..zzz... had our breafast at wangsa maju. we head towards genting. reached. walk around. 3pm, watched movie. then walk around session again. 8pm, piss off dinner time. ok. i know i cannot so fu hinn anymore... like ys scolded me everyday... wth.. .zzz i where got fu hinn? zzz ok... dinner... we decided quite slow.... mislead here, misconduct there, confusing here, complication there... finally , we chosen what we had 30minutes before.. we drove down to mushroom garden to have our dinner. haha.. u guys dun wanna know the price... 5 people, eat chinese dish.. fish, vege, meat, egg. rm12 per person... good? good? say its good~ great deal la~!! cheap leh~! then we head back to our room, rest, then wehn the night got younger, we went to safari... muahhaa... safari club~! but i was not in the dancing mood..zzz... entrance is free,cuz johnny is a tour guide~!! with his license around, he can get stuffs for FREE yeah! so we went back sleep... then the next morning we go get out free breakfast buffet... not at all delicious..zzz... then i went back to bed again as again i m not in the mood for themepark... til time is up, we check out and head back... so boring huh? yeah~ it is...

chapters

-----------chapter 1---------------
finaly, i am back at kuantan, with so many things to blog a bout... this is so going to be the event post... a journal type.. like limys... last friday, ( the 5th of may) i depart frm kuatan to kl. reach there quite puntual at 7 pm, took star to a station (i forgot what) then change to klia transit. taling bout klia transit, its the 1st time for me to experience it, kinda cool and comfortable, but the tele inside is too noisy for me. then reach putra sentral, i took 429 rapid kl and reach cyberia, after that, took a walkign journey to limys apartment. ahh~ finally i reach there safe and sound. and tired. and wet. sweating. it was 9+ pm when i reach. 2 hours of trains and busses...zzz...
-----------chapter 2---------------
now, ng kee yan and limys are already dressed up, waiting for me. they wax their hair~! haha.. and sort of anticipating a great experience. after i put down my luggage, we head downstaris look for ah hee... then we all go to (dunno where) to have our dinner. till... 10+pm. great. now the great adventure starts. hee drop 3 of us at serdang ktm, then we wait for freaking (reaaaaaalllly loooong time) for the **** train to arrive. we are heading towards kl sentral. ahh~ 1 good thing (perhaps the only 1) bout the ktm is : they arrive late so frends like us wiaitng got the chance to fellowship with each others. great. we arrive at kl sentral a quarter to 12am, wait for putra lrt to go to dang wangi. ok we actually are going to the club. we are suppose to go to a place to meet nicky, a friend of mine, but we were too late, we have to go there by ourselves. dang wangi, a deserted place at a time like this. and scary, we see no shadow except of our own. we run to the top of the long staricase, found that the exit is locked. now, we were ready to head back down, this is where ky saw a zombie, moving slowly towards us, from the escalator. without any weapons in our hand, we cabut lah~ scary lah... the whole journey down the staris, zombies keep poping out frm our side, they try to climb over to the staircase we taking, damnnit, the situation is bad~ we ran and ran, yelling in terror, they are right behind us~! finally, we reached the second exit, and luckily we found a small escape door, not locked~! beside the exit, so we ran out. heading nowhere.... we just keep on running.... across a big wide grassy field, across the wide road, we were sweating, the scene befor were just too scary for us. we were unprepared for all this. we didnt know it was coming....
-----------chapter 3---------------
we keep walking... its already 1am... but our location were no where to be seen... we were sort of... finally.... we reach kl.. the street.. where clubs located... the place where people get high... the place, where gals wear less... finally, we meed up with nicky outside ruums... we step in, and we cant hear each other talking now... the music is pumping~!! the house is moving~!! this place is so crowded.... every1 were sweating.... yeah~~ no.. u cant heard me no more... XxXxXxX
-----------chapter 4---------------
20 bucks taxi we went to genting klang.. yam cha with my frends... and a gal (call her the gal with the tiget tooth) who got our limys crazy all night long... it was 4.30 when they all went back.. 3 of our main characers have no place to stay... so they went to a cheap hotel for the night... 6 bucks per person, worth it as our liuck managed to get a beyond godlike that particular morning.... 7.30, we walked to a bus stop, took a cab to wangsa maju lrt. we are going to kl sentral, where limys got sick and he chomped 2 hotdog bun there. we waited for the ktm. then my gf got in halfway , then we all wen to serdang ktm, doing what? watiting hecklessly for 1 hour for a stupid U42 to come...which obviously not coming **** when we decided to take the cab, guess what we saw? u guess it right.... **** it was 11 in the morning.
-----------chapter 5---------------
we bathed. and we went to puchong to eat bak kut teh, this time with ah hee, and another friend of mine, johnny, he lead us there, then after having our lunch, hee sent my gf back, oh ya... me and her were planning to go mid valley for spiderman, but, i was too beh tahan, so i asked her to cancel the plan, and luckily, xr have departed from her hse, and so i got to fong her fei kei... good~!let her die alone in mid valley~!! ( u duwan to know y... it was long story... ) then ah hee drop ky at the ktm. we head back. sleep.
-----------chapter 6---------------
that night, we went to a place( i duno where) to have our dinner. good and cheap. then we turn a corner and we watched arsenal vs chelsea. got home after that, sleep.
-----------chapter 7---------------
the next morning, i woke up at 6.30am. i took many trains and busses(not going into details) and raech my colege at 10am. i went to the office, got my syllabus, certified all that required. met kok weng there. we lunch together, then he sent us to (us=me n st) lrt station, we went klcc, for spiderman. twas nice movie. we had to walk to ampang park station to take the lrt cuz u duwan to know how was it like in klcc station... no.... dun.... pls.... we seperate at kl sentral. i head back to limys place. we went nilai. met up with cs. we had another chinese dinner there.. then we went yamcha at a tong sui pou near cs place... talk talk... we plan to go genting on 25th may... good... then we ciaoz... the end.

blinded

yes, i m partly not even close to blind. ys, u sound very pro, i should ove u more than cc. haha... ok now the point is we have been celebrating the loss of Man utd and chelsea. (espeially man utd) dun u just hate the old ass in spec, keep on chewing gum in his mouth using his artificial teeth? i dunno why i dun like him, i prefer mourinho cuz he show his lansiness, which rox~ and man utd, they have been fucking lucky througout the season, LUCKY, not PRO, but they are pro too, just more luck than pro. yes, my favourite kaka shut their fans mouth~! yeah shut ur bloody mouth~~ freaking 3-0~! let milan score 5 goals in total. haha. disgusting defenders, noobs substitutes. thats one of the reason they dont deserved a trophy, they dont have the strongest team, they have an amazing starting line-up, but no1 on the bench can take over any of the starting 11's role. i mean NOT-A-SINGLE one. they are lucky because they have not face major injuries of their major players (giggs, scholes, ferdinand) i dont care bout rooney and ronaldo, they can be godlike in 1 match, and invisible in the others. so i dont like it. they can now please themselves and compare their success with arsenal. which sort of like... fulham feeling happy comparing with watford, cuz they didnt get relagated.

today i woke up early, i miss the game. i went to dr quah, ding surgery. haha.. a 10minutes surgery. painful experience. well, if you have a pair of eyes, u can see there is this ball thing beside my left eye. and its a cyst. i am so getting rid of it. and it is today, i finally get to fulfill my eagerness. i still can feel then pain till now. there is this black color cord at that area, to thread back the opening. i kinda look like frankenstein monster. now. swt. scary. thinking back when i was laying on the bed, i can only hear the cutting sound... and i felt nothing, paralyzed that area, but not my mind. beside the cutting sound,(i think doc us a scissors or what) the other thing i heard most clearly is my heartbeat... takut sia... 1st time leh... what do u expect? then the threading part, i can feel it, line goinginto my skin, through it and out. after that, the doc hand me the 'thingy' he got out from the cyst. i dont have a camera nor a camera phone, so sadly i cant post it here. the round thingy, coverd with a hard layer of 'layer', yellowish in color, and some bloody stained. i can only smell blood when i put it near to my nose. after a few hours, i decided to press it. i tot i was kinda easy to do so but it appeared to me that it was kinda hard. i have to use my fingernail to increase the force of oding so. then those half fluid half solid thingy(again...) flowed out... yes, this time i smell it, it taste good..~ i remember i taken out similar thing when the cyst was infected a few months ago. but it was not cleaned enough, then it grows, in a super slow pace, back to its former form again, this time, i went to doctor, and spent a quarter of thousand to get rid of it, and buying the painfullness... (if u ahve a chance, i would let u smell it. u wont regret it)

blind

for my past few days, i've been going thru many things. ups and downs... depression and elevation. sleepless and 'sweet' dreams. to be fair. i decided not to blog bout it. i've know things bout me, never got a positive 1. comment from people close to me, or once close to me, or act like close to me. like a friend, or 2.

for my past few weeks, perhaps kinda lotsa weeks, i spent mostly the time of mine with a group of people, same course, purpose, different, view not the same, opinion subjective. 1 or 2, starting to distort, perhaps, they dint change, its they have finally reveal some openings to me. maybe in the begining, not, till the end and throughout the whole process, different people see me differently, mostly, badly seen as i am in their eyes. as i said, slowly i got to know partly of them, and thats enough for me. to know throughout the years, no matter what i trying to change, to do, to renew. i worked hard, edit my ownself, rewrite my characteristics, done. all turn out to be useless, yes, i am still a guy with no use AT ALL. i might have change, but not their view on me. or perhaps, a stick has been inplanted inside them, applying everything i do, refering what i done to what i am not. they might not say them out, showing them out or watsoever, but just now this noon, i heard myself clearly, yes, exposed. i know, i was like an idiot, living in a place which i tot i am so familiar with, but no, its so horrifying. i was so strange. a total stranger in a familiar world. those kinda feeling. i got them, not the 1st time, but, i tot it changed, no, it didnt, and never will.

Plan B

no. its not that i will be going after B. the masterplan. yesh. i have 1 in mind. soon, will be revealed. i am tired. times up soon. god has a plan for all of us, but now, i have 1 for myself. u can say its the only way for me to excape from everything. tonight, no bedtime for me. no bed. no time.

correction

err.. just now wasnt going kfc though... was going McD. study a lil bit there... damn.. what am i suppose to post here? beside ultraman...

ok ultraman... i watched ultraman just now infront of speedy video. its ultraman manphius(?? spelling ikut pronounciation nia) damnit it was so damn nice... althoug it is in malay.. and sound pretty noob and detarded...to the main point~ yeah~ there was this ultraman manphius de human guy, sort of dying or injured i dunno why, then got 1 monster go change into his ultraman form, so people tot the fake ultraman is real 1...but the faker start to destroy everything. then this weak real ultraman-in-human form suddenly turn into ultraman and save a train. then they fight, the real 1 win of course, but it was a trap~! the real ultraman oledy have his light blinking, pop out 2 more raksasa, capture the weak-ultraman with ease, frost bite him up in the sky in a cross shape ice cube. now here is the interesting part, got 4 old punks, when i listen carefully, they were ultramEn~!! @o@ so they decided to turn into ultramen for the last time to save this new ultraman's ass. so they go fight fight, got the will but lack of energy or so , they start blinking oso, there are 2 raksasa only, but the old-men are having hardtime dealing with them. finally this 1 kid (unknown character small boy but the camera keep on shooting him) shout something inaudible to me then these oldtramen all use combo tapao the raksasa.. well they look as they won, then they release the memphius ultraman, but the 2 raksasa come to life again, captured the 4 oldtramen, oh~ the main purpose is to use the new ultraman as bait to get to these 4 punks. then they were trapt in the sky in ice cube stuff also. the raksasa team then use their power to unleash dunno what to release dunno what (inaudible though) they killed the new ultraman. then the town under red alert, every1 running, buildings explode without reason and so the classic stuff la... then they off the video. ZzZzZ... here are some pictures of the movie.. and some guidelines on what ultraman appeared.


-- the middle ultraman is the memphius.. got 2 line on the forehead.. quite yengzai... the big head SAW punk is the 1 transformed into the fake ultraman. the 2 are 2 of the 4 oldtraman.

the family photo

the circlesindicated the starring ultraman.

cheers~

there was time i go read all wei kee's past archive... ahh~ reminds me of many things... like if u read back what u'd read before.... u get something out of it... like joe cole said, he get a lil bit of soul frm the players he nutmeged... means when he dribble or dummy u, he suck ur soul~ ! scary cole...zzz... k k ... now i m going to re-read my 2005 post... c whats been happening .. to me... some post reminds me of something, some posts, make me feel like it was just yesterday...

realised i've stop blogging for 3 months + in the beginning of 2006... whats wrong with me back then? haha... touched by wei kee and xyn.. after i revived my blog.. long sleeping blog.. they left comment~!! woot~ nice 1 mates~

thats it... the 2 gals awaken... time to go kfc... (2 gals sleepign on my bed? shhh..) this is a pointless blog though... trying to catch up the update speed of limys.... just kidding... oh ya btw... i will be gattending an interiew... becoming a 1.2k salary technical draftman? for 6mths orso.. till i can go further studies... hope it turn out good... cuz u know... many of my course mates are there.. in cluding the not so friendly and supper backside attker... hope he made another choice to go for his music course ler... haha.. am i so evil?

so long

long as in i long time no post... kk ... damnit.. just end a sohai game, their team lose liao all play bd.. mahai... bd all our towers n rax... sohai gondar n am... not to mention they all feeding ... cb... so fking piss now... ~!@~#~@#

well the event is i've done the assignment.. torchering lah..~~ and then the next day.. went newway, bowling movie till nite.. eyah~ wholly enjoy day... with my gang lor... the 6 of us.. never change... bowling is fun leh~ damn~ i think its the 3rd time i do bowling... and i freakiing hurt my hand... argh.. nvm... but still fun.... haha... so at least another entertainment for me when i'm in kuanta. haha.. now who's with me? sing k.. finally i remember to 'sing four faces of love song' ~!! woot~ the old song frm an old and nice tv drama.. its not tvb de... but got crossover... yaya.. u bunch of punks shuld know wat i'm talkign bout... movie is 'the number 23' hoho... was so sleepy tat day.. but the movie is kidna nice.. at least kept me awake... thinking n figuring the twist and turn of the plot... zzz... a well written story... nice acting.. good visual effect... good show mate~ but dont worth a high rating.. wathc and u will know...

is it what i m gonna post? ermm.. i not sure though... swt... well i never mention before... god damnit wehn i shop for materials for all those assignments during this final sem, i came across types of color pencils, drawing pencils, markers, water color, and many many types of unknow color material... swt... trust me when i say a box of color pencil cost bout rm800++ a piece of drawing paper, a1 size, cost rm60++ once pice of shit~ drawing brush... satu batang rm20++ markers.. haha... cheapest... rm5 per batang, and we need lotsa lotsa batangSS.. and those other coloring material.. to be use on cloth, glass n so on... arent cheap too... darn~ being an artist is hardway... ur father have to be super rich, then u can go be an artist, to earn i dunno how much... uncertain ammount? swt... who dare take the risk nowdays..? i tot only michelangelo and his mates do so...

oh ya... dat day i went interview for a pc fair job.. sit there.. with bucnh of unknow lenglui... diuz... 1 ofthem is ayumi hamasai. yes. she is there... for u guys who went pc fair... ermm the booth with all tarcian and fking crazy sexy lenglui is it.. the company that go my col find lenglui to work... haha... am i alenglui? no. so i did not get it. oh ya.. a gal actually 1 head taller than me.. zzz..

have to start study lor.. exam next monday... haih.. after that dunno how... mom said will come to my col on tat particular day, wan talk to head of department... then bring me take all stuff to my aunts place.. then to ktn... so will be in ktn on 3rd... then back to kl again... on 8th.. or maybe i wan to sleep at ys place? for 5 days? so i dun need to go ktn n back here again? my life currently is full of question marks...

done.

yes. done my assignment finally.... relief? strangely i dont feel any. i dunno why. maybe the end of this asignment leads to the coming of the only paper of this sem. and as well as leading towards the end of my life here in kl. this is the last day of my course week. a normal day. presenting my design, model, drawings and stuff today. was wrokign more than 19 hrs the day before. sleepless. torchering. suffering. and the presentation.. frankly i dont like what i present. perhaps i dunno what am i talking in front of the teacher there. twas an wholey unprepared 1. hentam all the way to the end. damnit. just feels like i miss out many points and never goes deep into it.

so. i had blog for 2 years and more. hah. including when i just arrived here in kl, pindah pindah a few times, and many events, meet people, get friends, developed enemies, conjured fire, express love, till now the end of my kl life. the end of many something else. think back on what happened in this 2 years. ahh... speechless. words cant described... to much emotion and feelign combined.

besides the exam, on 30th, and its super rushing cause i have to pass this house back to the pwner on the 1st of may. 10 days frm now. settling the line n streamyx thing. can i just dont give a damn bout it cuz i defintely not able to terminate it now. have not reach the due time stated in contract. and if i have to pay to terminate, plus cant get back my deposit, i rather dun fuck it till it automatically cut the line... should i not do so? i dunno. and to move back all my belongings back to kuantan. i wonder whn will i havetime to do so.. exam... stuffs.... strugging. should i or not put all or nearly all of my stuff at my aunts place 1st? but who is going to fetch those stuff there? call my paresnt up or seekign help from others? the 2nd will i go genting. now.. should i stay at my aunt place for a nite? or stay at limys place instead? after genting 2 days should i or not go back to kuantan straight away? or i shall stay a few nite here enjoy the final time or do some research on my further studies?

i just trying to escape everything for few days first. last question. should i be proud or not cuz the whole final 5 weeks project is done >70% done by me alone. pathetic group. can i named it so? the politics in my course are bugging crazy. some valuable members of groups were drawn to one group, making the best products and projects of all time all the time. my group i think suffers alot in this1. 2 of them have to resit many papers, have to lighten their jobs, my gf done mostly the whle model, with the help of the other members, and myself, and the other jobs all by myself. i really dun wan to do it all by myself. but helpless. who can i cry out to? God. Amen.

fed up

damn it... when i on my pc this morning, it says fail to detect my harddisk.. nvm.. not the first time... i m used to it... and i fix it.. again.. now thats not the main problem... the thing is after typingthe password, and in the waiting screen pops up a window... F* me hard this 1... it says that the window fails to load all my settings from what i have saved.. and stuff la... and it reminds me that nothing will be save in this profile cuz window is providing me a temporary 1.. like what u see in guest account... omg... so i lost many thing... actualyl not lost.. i manage to found them back n keep them on track... just when everything look so fineagain... the freaking harddisk fail again... i reset again the pc and everyting go back the begining.. again... omg.... so now i cant use my primary admin account d... somehow corrupt or watsoever... damn... so i created a new account... transfer what i can transfer to this account... lost some games saved fiel... i mean i kinda lost all the saved files except for the fm... shit. and my autocad files... i leftthem on desktop.. gone after the 2nd time it fails... shitX100... redo some changes.. a lil bit only la... lucky i got save in my pendrive... so now... hopefully.... my pc can supporttill the end of my course... i m so lazy to get new hardsik and do new window again.... aih... so now here is it... a fed up post .... by a fed up person using a fed up computer.... (should i get a mac laptop when i am ready to abroad to overseas?)

sushified

the-return-to-the-blog post. another lame 1.

for this is the second day, i eat sushi with cheap pay.
with a card of previllege, we eat sushi without edge.
scallops eggs tenpura ebi, fish roe abalone and unagi.
on all sorts of sushi we feast, without a care on the price list.
we eat non-stop like a bull, untill we get really full.
johnny settle the cheap bill, and he treat me a free meal.
too much sushi for the day, i stomachache for whole day.
i eat so much cuz i'm poor, during normal rate i dont dare enter.

done bout sushi. i just ate alot. thats all. then that nite i cut my hair. short hair now. still same ugly face..then today after sushi i bought my nike~ yeah~ my second nike~ good. cost me 200+. nevermind. claim back from my brother will i do. walking around timesquare.. damn i've been there for so many many times... i been to all corners of it. but still it depends on who u go there with... ^^ ding* ding* opsy..went kfc for dinner? (5.30 nia) c'mon~ my stomach is still full with the prawns and prawns and unagi and wasabi. shit. since A and B both going, the choice is not there for me to make. i dunno wat more else to write.. write history ;like i oways do? duwan la.. next time la...