something really BAD happened...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
never wanted this never want things to fall out
but things changes, slowly and by stages.
first, you don't talk much anymore.
then, you don't know what to say anymore.
you even categorised what to say before who should know.
later, you don't bother about being together.
you can even filtered away my senses.
slowly, you are losing it with me.
signs are showing clearly that it has gone away. back to what you cant let go.
the taste isn't the same when it was there.
it was a 2am last night,
i was alone even right beside.
its the kind of ending i don't really want to see.
and we know its never simple never easy,
but i have to breathe no matter how hard it will be...
things changed, you don't care now.
sorry sorry i love you.
Saturday, August 08, 2009
after all these while,
i realised things.
of all that i've done, or planning to do,
it does not mean much to anybody anymore.
perhaps its time to be brave.
i take and give time,
and in the end i lose the bet.
and there won't be a second chance.