btw,
Thursday, December 10, 2009
i am doing fine
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 12/10/2009 11:36:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
最近
最近大家都不写了。
最近与友人的关系疏远了。
最近不再管别人的眼神了。
最近的最近,
发现自己其实很凡,
容易被情绪困扰、影响-想法、思考、动作。
无可否认我不曾再别人面前爆发,除了家人
以为一直控制到很好。
原来我错了。
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 11/13/2009 11:39:00 AM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
lameday
everything was getting along good this morning,
we had breakfast together on the bar table.
things got frustrating later...
first, i got bothered by some missionaries *again*
then some dickheads were minding my business
and that just ruined my day.
i was raging through out the morning.
i moved on, but
things got from bad to worse.
i got picked on the whole fking day.
and night.
its good to pray that no fuckers will fuck ur day up the next morning before u go to bed.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 11/12/2009 10:07:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
i dunno what to write.. but i got something to write...
something bout me that i dunno how to put them into words...
something bout us...
something which cause me so much emotional trouble...
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 10/31/2009 03:08:00 AM 0 comments
Monday, October 26, 2009
玩游戏
跟你玩个游戏,
类是过关斩将,规则:不许喊累,不能申冤,不可发牢骚,没得发脾气,不能哭,不能complain, 最好不要说太多话。
可以选放弃,不然就一直往前冲,一关又一关,躲避一波又一波迎面盖来的大浪。
对 ! 只能躲避!不能发表意见,不可防守也没得反击。
这样,你才能继续过关,到终点就会有奖品。奖品是?那只有能到达终点的人才能知道。
问题是:你根本看不到终点在哪里,你会放弃吗?
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 10/26/2009 10:37:00 AM 0 comments
Monday, October 12, 2009
empty
suddenly, i am feeling empty.
i don not know why even i'd already learned why.
flashing back time,
stupidity and etc.
this little bit is enough to blank me at times.
i do not know how to get use to it.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 10/12/2009 04:11:00 PM 0 comments
Sunday, September 20, 2009
dates
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 9/20/2009 08:50:00 PM 0 comments
Friday, September 18, 2009
blogmaki so random
i remember 2 years ago,
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 9/18/2009 11:52:00 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
give me sometime...
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 9/16/2009 10:11:00 AM 0 comments
Saturday, September 05, 2009
onion
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 9/05/2009 11:00:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009, philosohpy sial; 瞎哲学, 华语写的!够厉害!
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
oh ya
see i am so busy working daily.
monday tuesday wednesday thursday,(do it)
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 9/02/2009 11:56:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009, memory vault
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
BIG SIGH!
something really BAD happened...
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/26/2009 10:43:00 AM 0 comments
Thursday, August 20, 2009
bloody game
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/20/2009 12:37:00 AM 1 comments
Sunday, August 16, 2009
要是我写的是场误会,
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/16/2009 03:38:00 PM 0 comments
Friday, August 14, 2009
perceived
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/14/2009 11:42:00 AM 0 comments
Saturday, August 08, 2009
update!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/08/2009 01:06:00 PM 0 comments
Friday, August 07, 2009
还剩下些什么?
音乐起。我们旋转。音乐落。我们离场。
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/07/2009 11:42:00 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
bankrupt
checked my netbank,
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/04/2009 12:44:00 AM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Saturday, August 01, 2009
grrrrr
its my period!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 8/01/2009 12:36:00 AM 0 comments
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
working
i want to earn alot of money
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 7/28/2009 02:25:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
home
i'm home finally!!!
i'm more than please to be home and in control of my own stuff.
just that,
how come everything can be so dirty and nobody cares?
i don't even feel like walking out my room,
don't feel like cooking anything!!!
肮脏到懒酱!!!!
普吉妈!!!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 7/17/2009 03:53:00 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
曾经
有很多曾经,
曾经很陌生,
曾经以为很了解,
曾经答应她对你的事,
曾经真的很努力,
曾经很想放弃,
曾经很有信心,
曾经也很开心,
曾经我很烦,
曾经我希望,
现在,很累……
以后,还有吗?
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 7/01/2009 09:09:00 PM 0 comments
Friday, June 26, 2009
雨
下了好久……
Hobart 两天,
雨中练球 — 冷到死也可以那么帅!
穿拖鞋+睡衣走街 — 核突到死也可以那么帅!
微笑pasta — 辣到要死也可以那么帅!
男人谈爱情 — 电梯也可以那么帅!
跟师兄们吹水 — 也可以那么帅!
到家
原来
给我猜中了*
应该给什么反应?
应该给什么表情?
原来一点也不帅。
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/26/2009 10:37:00 PM 0 comments
Monday, June 22, 2009
know what,
i thought i'd be fine by yesterday,
but i am still down with fever!!!!
no its not possible to be swine flu,
for i am so sure about it i will not call the hot line....
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/22/2009 06:32:00 PM 0 comments
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
我一直在做什么?
我可以做什么?
我因该做什么?
一点甜三点酸六点苦
我的烦恼讽刺,
你却若无其事。
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/15/2009 01:19:00 AM 1 comments
Sunday, June 14, 2009
sunday
one word,
clueless.
of everything.
EVERYTHING.
i do not know why am i so depressive
in fact i do not know myself well enough to know what i want from what i thought i know which i do not know what
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/14/2009 07:49:00 PM 0 comments
Saturday, June 13, 2009
saturday
i need alot of money!!
my boss cant offer me to work more,
but my peer is working 5 days a week!!!
his wages is mine by 5!!
meaning his 1 week wages is more than my 1 month's!
ok i decided to go hunt for another job beside hunting mouse.
so i can earn more money!!
this semester is about earning money and spending money.
already got a list of not cheap stuff to buy....
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/13/2009 11:47:00 PM 0 comments
suddenly depressed.
after a tiring futsal game.
here i am sitting in my room,
listening to songs,
doing nothing
more precisely dont feel like doing anything.
nor sleeping,
i wish i could do something but i cant
suddenly feel like there are things i need to do,
but i don't feel like doing them...
blame the weather!
too cold for me to reach for my guitar,
too lazy for me to start playing it...
its saturday tomorrow,
and i need to go to work...
i need to maybe look for an extra job somewhere,
where workload is much lighter.
just a few more days maybe...
this sunday maybe,
i could do something.
be safe.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/13/2009 12:24:00 AM 0 comments
Thursday, June 11, 2009
3
hi
here i am alone with 4 walls.
again.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
maybe i need to go to the school few after 12 maybe at 1 later.
after web chat with my mom...
help out my 4th years classmate housemates
and hopefully i can still hold my sanity in one piece.
miserable!!!
but
i know its just temporary!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/11/2009 11:41:00 PM 0 comments
4
i downloaded several albums of old songs.
like 3 years back.
mesmerizing.
found my family in my brother's blog
been talking to myself since last night.
wonder what is going on there?
insecurity
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/11/2009 12:26:00 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
5
yes i will keep on counting down!!
a round up of my semester?
firstly,
its kinda weird...
going back to second year...
and the impression of my classmates...
totally nerdy...
=)
like.. a group of asians who hang out together at all times..
and play dota, left4dead everything together,
study together,
do assignments together,
and will always feel stress before even starting the assignments.
but!
BUT
i envy their bond!
this kind of unity cant be seen in other years.
keep holding on!
and!
dont stress yourself so much!
relax relax things are not that bad!
i believe all of you can develop proness in coming year.
angmoh students!
they are all very dedicated,
very confident!
too much confident!
not realising that its just second year!
what you guys doing are still child's play,
so go on and i wish you a falling day...
overall comment: 2nd year is really a big gap compare to 3rd year. be prepared!
kthxbyethankyouyou
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/10/2009 02:40:00 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
6
done my slide test.. still do not know the building A in question 3...
new to-do list:
1. visa renewal
2. medibank (was it last year when it says expires?)
3. enrollment
4. money
5. rest and relax
6. live the next miserable 6 days
7. do something at all time! minimise the injury...
8. which include guitar and cakes maybe...
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
pain pain pain
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/09/2009 11:38:00 AM 0 comments
Monday, June 08, 2009
7
wah.. slide test on tuesday!!!
holly molly!!
bloody shit!!
dont feel like memorizing a shit!!
hate slide test!!!
its a shame its still going on!!!
take care and stay good.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/08/2009 02:37:00 AM 0 comments
Sunday, June 07, 2009
9 + 8
things were alright,
done my interior assignment on friday night.
and when it comes to saturday night,
things went a bit wrong...
things were off...the norm,
or maybe it is suppose to be like this,
which obviously sucks, for me.
i cant stop thinking about it,
i even awake in my sleep with this stuff running in my mind...
its hard,
i hope its not what i thought,
is that really what you sought?
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/07/2009 01:40:00 PM 0 comments
Friday, June 05, 2009
10
the perfect 10
but i don't really care about numbers now
or maybe
i dont really care when there is something else more worthy of my attention
worthy of taking care than them numbers.
numbers.......
cant live without them,
cant live on them.
chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/05/2009 04:44:00 PM 0 comments
Thursday, June 04, 2009
11
one word, head to toe,
sweetness
let it flow!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/04/2009 05:11:00 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
12
6 days just go by,
fast?
sometimes...
when i submerged in workloads.
went lunch alone today...
patheticness.
sitting in one corner of bento,
but i took our route back..:)
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/03/2009 10:00:00 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
13
sounds like the movie huh?
no clones here,
only me,
and maybe you.
DS is done!
BTD is still doing!
and my house still has no internet fuck those telstra people making a mess out of it!!
and my house is so empty!!
i can sing-a-loud!!
and i am sleeping alone
missumissumissu
be good
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/02/2009 03:48:00 PM 0 comments
Monday, June 01, 2009
14 is the submission day
its the fifth!
a post a day keeps the hearts awake.
i just had an 8 hours sleep!
and i still manage to get it done!
ok sleeping hour round up,
these 4 days, 8hr, 8hr, 5hr, 8 hr total/4= 7.25hr/d
that is sweet for an archi student at the edge of final submission.
envious? jealous?
first ask yourself can you sharpen a pencil into mechanical pencil
or maybe its a mechanical pencil with pencil cover
ps: i hope i was correct that optus monthly bill don't show sms numbers... any confirmation?
>///<
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 6/01/2009 02:14:00 PM 0 comments
Sunday, May 31, 2009
15
i have to hold on!
i can fall asleep,
sleep symbolize dead.
bed, i'll be there for you in the end,
so just hang-on!
by the way,
i like the way you text me,
i'll always pause for you.
>*<
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/31/2009 06:47:00 PM 0 comments
16
working night,
uni night.
i am far behind time!
gotta..do...more....e..e.eee...
listening to shake it by metro station,
you know what it means....
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/31/2009 12:28:00 AM 0 comments
Friday, May 29, 2009
17
a dull day in uni,
i was doing my work,
struggling to get it done...
3.03pm
and at this exact time,
you lights up my day
>3<
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/29/2009 03:13:00 PM 0 comments
Thursday, May 28, 2009
18
i will slowly get use to it!
i will focus on my assignments!
at the same time,
i will be doing my part here...
hope you too...
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/28/2009 05:52:00 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
sydney soon
initially,
going Syney no matter how what when why who where which with cs ili xyn
happen,
Jay chou's concert on the 3rd
but,
4 days late for tickets. sold.
then,
booked tix from 3rd to july just to swing our asses around in syd,
happen,
MASCA its gonna be held in sydney, on the 8th of July
so,
go play outdoor football
then,
change my ticket and extend my stay
come see me score goals in sydney!!
:.. went hobart last weekend to meet up with hobart students, the football thingy, and cursed utas for not having archi school in hobart. darn f big time!! hobart is where human stays, launceston is where ghost stay, and not to mention one of my freind from malaysia got a random stranger punch in the eye for no reason!! racist bastard i hope u die in swine flu..:
5 days till final!!!
and i have no shit done!!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/26/2009 07:47:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Saturday, May 09, 2009
sound like
beware this is a shit long post....
as if i typed it,
just a mere ctrl+c and ctrl+v
but i find it informative and somewhat,
convincing,
or maybe provocative....
one or the other...
its one heck of a truth,
a reminder to all the ignorant us.
Nowadays, the widespread distribution of free mp3 over the internet and cheap musical products had destroyed the whole music industry. Consumers are too ignorant about music quality, opt for the cheapest alternatives as long as they "hear" the music. The truth is, people 20years ago are the ones who really "appreciated" musics. In order to listen to a song, they have to spend very very much on a vinyl disk or a CD, then play it with an expensive vinyl player or hi-fi system. Today, all major brands opt to mass produce cheaper music products, completely compromising the sound quality, as long as they can sell more. Besides, internet had been the main source of music for 80% of music lover to download free low quality songs. All these has led to the down fall of human's acoustic ability.
To those many so called music lovers out there who always boast bout their music library size and think they know everything bout music, but "hear" them thru laptop speakers or the stupid Apple iPod earphone, it's time to reconsider what you're actually hearing!! Go for high bit rate mp3s and start "appreciating" your music via high end products. Expose yourself to the true 'sounds' of the songs, the way it's supposed to be heard, not just merely "hearing' it for the sake of hearing.
cheechung, liu; 'chungzz's blues: summertime blues';
(http://arspata.blogspot.com/2009/04/paint-it-black.html), accessed 9/5/09
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/09/2009 01:29:00 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
at this moment
i am more than please...
duly because of 2 reason,
1st is the major 1,
its best to stay undisclosed at the moment...
2nd is because i just dont have enough time to decompose the details in my music when i plug in my creative Xmod wireless!!!
the goodness will soon be revealed.
after i get the details right!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 5/06/2009 06:38:00 PM 0 comments
Thursday, April 30, 2009
the easter trip
ok i was going through some other stuff,
and i found some other stuff more important than any other stuff,
so i will just link stuffs here.
DAY 1
HERE
HERE
DAY 2
HERE
HERE
DAY 3
HERE
HERE
and some random snaps off my camera
and damnit i lost my MJ106, !!!!
the pathetic thing is,
i only noticed it after a few days!!!
and its still no where to be seen...
i've tried calling it,
but it din pick up...
o where art thou?
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/30/2009 02:13:00 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
content
know what?
i received heaps of happy birthday wishes... i have to page down 10 times to read them all in facebook.
and everytime i repeating doing it,
i feel the blessings.
but,
there is always sadness behind happiness...
i just have to find out...
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/29/2009 04:54:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
this morning was special.
i should be thankful at the moment.
and limys i love you....
to think the gay way is you waited for me to get back online to chat with me
so touching.
to think the normway, you need to sleep la.. deng! 6am still awake?~?!
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/28/2009 09:07:00 AM 0 comments
Monday, April 27, 2009
二十 六
最后,
这是最后的了解 。
以后不会再有。
不出乎意料
对他的事我不曾失算。
是神算,
把了解磨成刀,
将那绳解了。
可惜结打太多,
打死了,
只好剪断。
也因为打结,
将绳子磨损了,
也应为断了,
将绳子磨疼了。
两天后,
会否是晴天?
相信老天爷不再听我的了……
就让那雨落下,不重要了。
倔强没事也须药时间
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/27/2009 12:41:00 AM 0 comments
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
最近
不懂作莫, 屎憋emo... 不大正常
在家很忧伤,
在外很忧郁,
上课很专心,
下课不开心,
功课没有心,
上班很寂寞,
下班后作磨,
晚上失眠,
早上也失眠,
失去平衡,
没有方向,
睡饱还有黑眼圈,
走路没有风,
过马路还好有看车,
生活很悲哀。
今早,某友人吹了一水,我笑。
"eh bro, wah~ like star ah, people ask you to be architect u go be star for what?"
简单的水,吹出了我的笑。
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/22/2009 11:25:00 PM 0 comments
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
psst...
this is how mousehunt whisper to me.
through my routine objects...
they are everywhere...
so,
catch them before somebody else does!
sound the bloody horn!
assignments due very VERY soon....
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/05/2009 03:24:00 PM 0 comments
Thursday, April 02, 2009
painful
my housemates flood my room for no reason and found a stain on by bed.
the only thing i can say is.
i am innocent.
so is he.
p/s: i just found 2 bumper keys on the right side of my keyboard... its copy and paste button. handy huh?
pp/s: oh ya.. and i re-remembered my keyboard offers 2 more usb ports only after i got my logitech usb hub.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/02/2009 10:51:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: random
facts
to be safe,
keep your girlfriend away from me.
unless you are the same as me,
then we'll see.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 4/02/2009 02:03:00 PM 0 comments
Saturday, March 28, 2009
good morning!
waking up early is not me.
its not what i do nor what i did.
today is an exception,
sleeping at 2.28 and waking at 7.40 during un-stress period.
there must be some sort of driver for it.
could be something...
could be something...
could be somebody...
visualize it.
never been here so early in my life... went jogging... it feels good!
"it should be a routine"
it could be.
randomism:
familiar? ? ? think think!
wahh~~
yoh~ i think its yivon at the back...walking around in the house for somereason or noreason...
bugs rabbit oh!
*found these in my phone memory... how pictures fascinates people by redelivering the memories.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/28/2009 09:15:00 AM 0 comments
Labels: 2009, memory vault, random, tassie
Sunday, March 22, 2009
突然间
发现自己其实很自私。
有时很恐怖,
不小心自私到自己都不知道。
自私到你我也不知道。
有点像小妹的那种自私···
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/22/2009 11:21:00 PM 0 comments
Thursday, March 19, 2009
room update!
so
i went to school one day as usual and found that john is giving a way freebies.
so
as usual a cheapskate i went for him to check it out.
so
i met wengzai on my way and he'd actually booked many of the freebies!
so
he showed me to john and checked out those products.
so
i ended up taking a large desk home. so large i have to use the word sibet large to describe it.
so
we dismantled it and find a way to deliver the 2 tables to out houses respectively.
so
i have to re-plan my room layout again. damn.
so
my room is not a favorable space for furniture placement. there is bloody bay window, the door is in the middle of wall, the heater is fixed on the most bed-able wall, the power supplies are so unconvincingly placed, the wardrobe was fixed at the wrong corner...
so
here are the visuals of my new room. this is like the 3rd version of it already. its killing me.
single bed cater up to 2 girls and myself at the same time
cny cookies
my baby fender and my closet. love'm
sibet large desk
shoes a scene
p/s: some 'dead-fish-leftovers-cabbages' smell is flowing the house.. cant find the source, and my ambi pur scent got pwned by it like totally... STINK!
pp/s: john is my school helper
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/19/2009 12:51:00 AM 0 comments
Monday, March 16, 2009
crib 4
yes this is the 4th nomad.
visuals.
16 balaclava street. 3mins walk to uni. 3 bedrooms cottage house with 2 lofts. off the street parking. backyard and storage.
my room. thats the front door.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/16/2009 12:07:00 AM 0 comments
Labels: crib
Saturday, March 07, 2009
orientation
know what, its been 4 days since i blogged. and that is axacly 5760minutes!!!
i just dont know how limys can survive so long without updating his blog...
this is one activity my school like to have.
they call it box war and ozn like it and we azn call them sohai.
some pictures to speak few k words if you yet to get what i mean...
we got Guggenheim...
we got vegemite =.=''
we got kitchen utensils thingy...
we got need for speed...
spartans!!
my favourite! swiss army team!
turtles...
castle.. he actually sits in the middle of the field where people should place the flag of the opposite team on it...
twin tower on the right.. pretty cool... remember stephen chow's 008? the concept is the same as the black and white villain... one hand old the other tower and try to switch... and obviously failed here.
here is how you play... do anything to get the opposition flag and touch down at the middle.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/07/2009 11:47:00 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
visit
you guys should know that i actually visited cs in brisbane for appx. 5 days.
i spent 70% of the time staying at home due to the weather and the fatigue.
one night we went to a club.
can you see how cool is cs? rare occasion seeing him in this!
one day cs brought me to the south bank.
man made beach in the park.
the eye of brisbane? or eye of queensland? taktau..
and we continued to my visit-list top pick state library.
and the young spidey decides to stick to his parents. for now.
not far from the library is the art centre. or art museum. or a big building with little cool things which make it cool.
fluffy land! very soft and tender!
see his face and feel what he felt
one day he brought me cycling through his uni. very babai de uni!
got bridge one!
dont worry be happy tomb stone also got!
the night before the next morning when i will be leaving we had a group photo.
i mess up my memory but
we did had sing k session, cs and his frens were amazing.
he himself is a Capella dude so he rocks.
we did had lots of food session.
i had the worst noodle on the 1st day and the best koreans on the dunno which day.
we did had lots of sleeping together. @*v*@
brisbane is a cool place. like 10x cooler than arhem.. where i am at.
brisbane is flooded with bloody inti asian students.
brisbane is a city along the river!
launceston is a shitty along the river!
conclusion is:
go brisbane find cs
go brisbane can walke diagonally using cs name.
shy shy emoticon courtesy to hxloke. trademark 2008 http://blog.xuite.net/st4rfish/coralheart.
by cheekang not ck somewhere around 3/03/2009 05:31:00 PM 0 comments
Labels: events, memory vault, tassie