whats wrong?

29th of January 2008,
a day that 3 people could never flush away from their memories till the grave...

i used to think i am a blessed child, lost wallet found, 1st class flight, and a lot of minor and major happening. God has always been there for me, until lately, a lot of things went terribly wrong...

i abandoned God from my life. is this a punishment?
and so but God never and never will leave me. is this part of his plan?

Sometimes when shit happens, even the man with strongest faith could stumble and doubt God's ability. "Where is god when this happen? what have and what could have been done by god before that."

shit happens, and i am a pussy who got fucked right in the ass. but to keep the right perspective. lose your possession and dont lose the joy. lose your temper but never lose the faith. think of what happened before that God had brought me through. Do not try to understand what He is doing with your brain, what he is doing is what a man cant even think of. i was blessed, i am still and i will forever be. back to a real man's life i pledge to.

when shit happens, its not about the size of the shit that matters, its about the perspective.

happening.

a statement of joy:

there is this conversation between god and a man.
man: what is a million light years to you?
god: a million light years to me is like a second to you.
man: what is a million dollars to you?
god: a million dollars to me is like one penny to you.
man: god can i have one of those penny?
god: sure. just a second.

-joel osteen podcast-