whats wrong?

29th of January 2008,
a day that 3 people could never flush away from their memories till the grave...

i used to think i am a blessed child, lost wallet found, 1st class flight, and a lot of minor and major happening. God has always been there for me, until lately, a lot of things went terribly wrong...

i abandoned God from my life. is this a punishment?
and so but God never and never will leave me. is this part of his plan?

Sometimes when shit happens, even the man with strongest faith could stumble and doubt God's ability. "Where is god when this happen? what have and what could have been done by god before that."

shit happens, and i am a pussy who got fucked right in the ass. but to keep the right perspective. lose your possession and dont lose the joy. lose your temper but never lose the faith. think of what happened before that God had brought me through. Do not try to understand what He is doing with your brain, what he is doing is what a man cant even think of. i was blessed, i am still and i will forever be. back to a real man's life i pledge to.

when shit happens, its not about the size of the shit that matters, its about the perspective.

happening.

a statement of joy:

there is this conversation between god and a man.
man: what is a million light years to you?
god: a million light years to me is like a second to you.
man: what is a million dollars to you?
god: a million dollars to me is like one penny to you.
man: god can i have one of those penny?
god: sure. just a second.

-joel osteen podcast-

hari potter 3

final episode of harry hari potter: The Goblet after Fire. Time to show few of my works:


> You don't want to know what happened to this set after the glazing. It took a lot of my effort to paint this out, but i layered the type of glazing wrongly. wasted. sigh.







> Raku glazed. its sort of like a toss of luck and the resulting effect is unpredictable. these 2 are the good ones. at least you can know how unpredictable by looking at the neighboring stuff. Can't give them away, they are still locked inside some glass unit in school, and i don't give a crap to get them back.





> I personally think this bowl is the best. yellow+purple. but sadly my sifu dropped it when handling it out from the kiln. gg my lil bowl.








> I purposely made small bottles because they are nicer; although not functional. it looks nice because sifu used different method to fire it. should have introduced it earlier so i wont waste so many of my works.







End of the boring hari potter story. now i can blog other things. no longer bind by this series~ woo and i am going back kuantan~ woo~ look at the countdown on top~ woo~ sibeh ganjiong... 1st time go Melbourne airport... scary~! and i HAVEN'T FOUND A PLACE TO STAY YET~ NEXT MONTH COME BACK SLEEP UNDER THE BRIDGE!

hari potter 2

one day, my potter sifu got a challenge. blind attack. i find it quite interesting so i snap the process down.

few minutes he turned a chunk of clay into a round vase. his name is zsolt something, knew it after a few days, told me by a friend who is doing some artifact something course.

hari potter 1

time to show some masterpiece shit of what i made as a potter... woohooo i am a potter~ on the 1st day of pottery,

owned by clay.

the 2nd day onwards, getting better...

the wheel.. if you never see it before...

small dome feces pieces of clay.



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some long time later...

some mugs.



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another long time later...

mugs with handle! and 2 plates... more like plates for pasu bunga.

just a minor part of my masterfeces... to be continue sometime later don't know when...

summer course got chic and she's hot

i can tell you there is a girl doing the same ceramic subject i am doing.



>!<imagine Kristen Dunst, with narrower face, bigger rounder eyes, and a pointed, rounder jaw.
i cant focus on my clay when she is around.
i cant stop pausing and look around, probably and obviously towards her seat.

but sadly she is always in the different working space.
and she is always late after lunch and early to go home.



luckily, after the class has finished, there is this daughter of somebody in my ceramic class appears.
apparently i guess and reckon that she is taking summer course just different subject.
so, after her class finishes she always come down and helps her mom to clean up and packing.
her mom is an aunty with great pottery skill, at least she makes me label her geng.
and the daughter is even geng!!!
the way she wear her shirt... geng!
the way her bra is not hidden under the shirt... geng!
the way her boobs are only half covered behind the bra... woohooo~
i have to admit that if i continue staring at the same position for more than 2 minutes, flag might rise, wind will blow, sun never set and the engine never rest. vampire will not thirst for blood anymore.
beside her.. erhem... her legs are too fat... but it will not be that bad after a couple of yoga classes
XD


i love summer art school. beautiful.

back to school shopping

the 10 days summer course is starting tomorrow! very nervous. has been resting and relaxing for so long.. suddenly back to school.. hope i can survive it. bought some requirements for the ceramic course i am going to take. ride a bike with one of my mate to grab those stuff. hot and tired + my ass is painful because the bicycle seat is killing my ass cells. bought sketch book, brushes, tape, markers, and 2 megazines. still need to grab some extra later...

for those who dunno what ceramic course i am referring to...

grab a table lamp because its super dark in the night.

bought an apron. this is Expensive. $15aud~!! =.=''

a bonus pic. very powerful earphone for my ipod. and its (red).
my apron is (red)
my office chair is (red)
my cookies container is (red)
my table cloth is (red)

my earphones. love it so much.! muax

mirror cell

this morning, not long after i woke up, there was banging on the door again... and yes! yes! yes! wooooooooooooot~ my new phone arrived!!

+ show off time +mirror screen!

Purple wallpaper~

slim siot!

3.2 mp.. T.T lose to xuan de k850

but very nice~ designer phone.

the 1st picture taken by my phone.

bought it cheap from ebay. aussie stock. aussie charger. full warranty. ask me if want to know the trick to buy handphone on ebay. they don't call me prince of ebay for nothing. Still not yet fully understand this phone yet. tonight will spend time with it to improve our relationship.




PS: mirror mirror on the screen, the touchpad keys did make me scream!

tikus

and finally...my mouse ~ my new mouse~ !!
very big, nice to hold, got blue volcano design, can adjust weight, 9 alterable buttons!!

and this is the original box, but the mouse in it belongs to Xyn. well, practically.

2008

new year eve, 3 of us housemates played some spike. Later, we walk to the stadium and see the fireworks. Brief post. Simple new year celebration.

纪录创新

今天我创了new personal record.
20年了~
今天是我20年来切了最多肉的一天···
肉~
肉~
肉~
肉~
Bloody 猪肉~！！
好多猪肉~！！

我切！
切切切！！

终于，切完了！ 开心！
可是，手腕好疼··· 呜呜···

new~ new ~ new~

i thought its new year and i almost vomit with my previous background. New year, new hope, new opportunity hamik oso new, so as a basic, blogskin have to be new as well. went through hell trying to get things right. Liketh this:
like the rain effects and the colorful blurry background. sadly its fit to a side and thats crab. Photoshop it for a long time but in the end, thanks to the messy stupid html code which the creator made, i give up editing after trying hard. he somehow use another code (which i dunno) to overwrite the previous code (which i can understand). $%#@!

Try the next one:
same thing again, what for the skins all stick to a side? successfully edited things to middle except for the big title and the background. aka: $%#@! again. and i figured that its more comfortable to read or to just open my blog and see who spit in my cbox when the sidebar with my profile is on the left side. Change sia~

finally, decided to use some original blogger template and make editions to it. figured that this stupid blogger changed~!! sibeh gaulat!! click here click there try an error and cant put my cbox in~ crabshit. slowly in grumpy mode i figured that this blogger wants to make things easier for users they made things so easy. Easy in a way u can simply or partly ignore the html system. they got this layout thing u can just pull and drag and stuff like that. and the codes all are more systematic AND extra confusing~~ @.@''

worked for 6 hours continuously and this is my result. you can choose to hate it. its simpler than my past skins, and i kinda like it, at least for now. at least for the effort i put into this edition. at least its still fresh for me. but in the end someday in the future i am going to dump this skin. as i predict i will do so.

(red)

I own lot of red stuff. ipod red, earphone red, and cut my finger the blood also red.


Today I cut my finger. again. Left index finger now mummified.

This morning I dream of myself, ys, ky and cs were ancient Chinese soldiers. Kinda weird cuz its not what big battlefield we were at. Along with us a small party of soldiers. At first we do not have weapons and have to kill an opponent to loot his. Sort of a wave by wave we were attacked as we moved along. Ys and ky were sticking together, I was with some strangers which appear to be my war companion (...) and I dunno bout cs. Randomly i got a small axe-shape knife... so small its the size of a pen cap, or more precisely, it was just the head of an axe. I have to use my fingers to hold it and great scott i killed alot! Killed a captain and got myself a 哉. (dunno how to explain it) After we reached some place to rest, I figured that some captain class in our group was trying to kill people who were not behaving in well manner. And they killed alot of our comrades who were not sitting properly.. swt... And I was afraid and went to sit with ys.. but then the killer came to sit and talked to ys... I terkejut sia and terus cabut to sit with cs... XD And i forgot the ending... no ending i think... or we just sit there until the credits come out....stupid weird dream... =.=''








Today was pouring rain. With an umbrella I walked in it to work. And now my foot stink shit. And my umbrella I left it in the restaurant.

lamppost

today I become a lamp post. accidentally.

bad day. major

today is not a day of luck for me. starting off missing a bus, saw scattered coins on the street, walked to work and ended up late, dropped a lot of stuff while working, made mistakes. Even my bad luck affected my work mates, my si tau poh fell down and knocked her head. Lucky they plan not to go to the casino tonight.
feeling a bit sick now. weather here is crazy, hot at day, cold at night. My si tau po treat me shanghai beer, aka ang mo liong cha. Had my 1st tong sui tonight: fan shu tong sui + ice cream. Nice.

muttonbird. migrates to southern Australia from the northern Pacific. It arrives in September and lines a burrow with grass to lay its one egg. only found in 2 places on earth. It is protected in all states except Tasmania, where there a 5-week season for commercial killing of muttonbird chicks in March/April, and a 2 week season for recreational killing.

i ate its chick. and its called mutton bird cuz the meat is sort of like mutton + chicken. with smell heavier than a lamb.

I am melancholy CK

I always thought I am a blessed child. Yes i am but sometimes god's test is inescapable. What makes me sad? Lately not long ago I was flooded by some trouble, and when I am slowly crawling out from the deep self-excavated pit, and while the injury is recovering, and everything seems to go on just okay, I accidentally broke my ipod's casing. darn. Not to mention how much it cost me. damn. But I am able to force myself to look at things from a wider perspective, self-trained since last last time, in some "quite the same but not the same"situation, a mark cause by a deeper cut. Not going to mention but surely not going to forget about it.
enough history, I was trying to open up my case to change a new screen protector, cuz the previous 1 are all mess-up with small bubbles and some fabric trapped in between the screen and the protector. Just when I thought the new 1 could be better, it fucking stick some come-from-no-where fabric dust. okay, grumpy liao. clean the whole thing again, wipe and wipe trying to get rid of those uninvited dust. but since that particular face of the protector is kidna sticky, so cleaning them is a pain in the arse. took me apx. 2 hours to get the best out of it. who knows...
when i plug my ipod into my laptop, it took ages to sync and when it does, pop-up a message stating that the itunes detected a corrupted ipod. I was like WTF. ejected it out, but the ipod screen still showing connected. darn. what is wrong with my luck that night, (yesteday night) OK, i plan to take it to the apple shop the next day, and thought that they might send it to the manufacturer for refurbish or whatever. And so I go to sleep. Fuck up big time.






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Untill this morning, the ipod, just as i thought and hope it would be, ran out of battery, and the screen is off, and after the restart, it was all ok. thank god. but the case, break is break. money gone is gone. be optimistic, the amount of money I lose, I am going to earn them back someday. A much bigger number of it I will earn. Take it as a temporary non-interest bank deposit, or as a kind donations to some campaign, or as a cover for all the cheap discount or free stuff I got in the past 20 years.

2 for 1

today waken up by housemates because a delivery boy require my sign to accept parcel. its an ipod nano 3G (product)red 8gb i bought using my dad's card on the 30th of Nov thanks to my bro who let me know that apple store is having a one day sale. therefore, i bought it. sad enough i forgot my dad's security number, there goes my cheap special edition free shipping engraving red ipod. sigh. shocking enough, i received it today, which is somewhat unexpected. i am not ready for it. yet.
few hours later, someone came knocking on the door again, delivering the speaker to me. this is a speaker i bought 2 weeks ago, cheap. and good. and now, i am more than please to have receive them. happy or not?

where should i start. its been a while since i last blog. somehow lost the will to blog, when I am too free. flashing back```
i once worked in an apple orchard. kinda exiting before the first day, thinking of earning big bucks. did some maths after the induction, could've earn more than RM7k in around 1 month. sadly, i gave up after 3 days. some of the reasons to support this decision is because its Fking hot. 7 hours under the summer sun. even as a healthy man, i felt dizzy after the long hours. the job is not as tiring as i thought, kinda simple after I get a hold of it. the other reason is that the driver gave up after given a warning due to his lack of pace. so i cant go there even i still got the will to continue.
i still have one job, part time kitchen kia on fridays and saturdays. at least the wages can help me to cover my rental. i think the restaurant has a decent reputation, or not?

check this out: from the left is my taukebo, her daughter and Eason Chan.(no photo montage) and just ignore the 2 to the right.
i doing cosplay. sneak peak to my working place.

new house

its kinda confusing, but don't worry, i will explain it slowly. even though i suck in my explaination in english. but let me try k?
firstly, i thought of moving to a *house after the end of my contract in my hostel. so lets call this house as A. unfortunately, one of a previous tenant failed to clear the electricity bill, he owes Aud1800+ to the Aurora. (aurora aka TNB) as a result, 3 days before i can move into the house, they cut off the electricity. The *bad* tenant are in M'sia now, and the landlord is pissed off, he ordered everyone to move out of the house (as there are some who are behind in rental payment, which sort of add spice to the already spicy situation) He was bloody fed up and decided not to rent the house to (well, particularly msia archi student) anymore. end up i cant possibly move into a house without electricity, and the owner do not want anyone in the house (to do some cleaning) at the moment and i was so innocent. the worst part is I lost 80 dollars to him. (to tell the truth, i kinda hate this landlord, **)
grief and pissed, i had to find a place to stay, temporarily, fast. Lucky enough, i have a friend, from East M'sia, she got a spare room, i went and have a look, she was kind enough to say the she consider to let me rent it. (FYI, the room was empty all the while and if i go in and pay them extra 40 per week, sharing the internet and other bill with her as her hsemate is not around, it is suppose to be better for her, but she turned me down. well, as expected, don't expect much from East M'sian. not all of them but some of them are weird. they stay on trees with lift.
after that, i called a friend, knowing that there is an temporary empty room in his house, so without much problem, i moved in the day after i called him. well, i have not yet get in touch with the true owner of this room, so currently i am living a free place. with a very geng hongkee (also a new comer) in the house. why i say he geng? he took part in HK HSBC building, design by Norman Foster ~~!! he worked alone and won the tender with Norman himself as rival. cool huh? will go into details not in this post.
so now i end up quite nice in this new house. some pictures of the kitchen area.





2 cars in the garage, temporarily parked here by the other 2 penang friends. 2 bloody rich cousins. black civic, look carefully the number plate. its KEV-001, which is his name, kevin ooi. 300+ just to do the plate. the right side with cover, is Tienson all time favourite Honda Integra Type R. nice nice~got money sure nice.