I remember you remembered me when you saw me in SABS form 1. I remember you brought me into football and many other things. I remember you scolded me many times. I remember how you cared for me when my head was spinning on that hill. I remember today is your birthday.
familiar pic? keke..This would be the 3rd night that i've been sick. this morning my dad brought me to see doctor. i was given 3 kinds of pills. and yet my throat is burning, i feel like vomit the throat out and smoothen it with some sorts of sandpaper. my body is so damn weak i can hardly stay awake for 1 hour. i feel like i want to die. whenever i am sick, i think of dying to set myself free from this torchering. but just one short and mindless thought, i wont do that. i am afraid of death. this morning i heard a news about 4 malays raping a girl in front of her boyfriend. they hit the boy and used his life as a threat and ask for the girl to let them rape. what the fuck is wrong with these 4 Malays? i hope Allah know what to do with these assholes. i hate rapists. rapists are malays. i hate malays.
i am currently waiting the offer letter from Newcastle. i cant afford to take the risk to Tasmania. FYI, Tasmania U had changed the title of Bachelor of Archi to Master of Archi. which is a totaly mindless decision made in Feb this year. Untill now, the Pertubuhan Akitek Malaysia (PAM) has not yet recognise the new title for the same old course. the architect programme has always been a double degree. part 1 and part 2. now the Tasmanian who thought they can change the world by being the 1st to have the courage to change the title of the course ruined it all. the debate is still going on but the 1st batch of the students there has not yet graduate. in a great chances i might change my destination to Newcastle to meet AiLi and Santi.
yohoo... check this out~ my new skin~!! like it or not, this is it.. with new colors and larger fonts (popular demand?) i lost my google adsense in the progress... maybe 1 day i will figure and dig it out again. Why cappucino? as if i have other choices like latte and mocha... accept it. And the 结婚 on the upper left corner... totally nothing to do with anything k... i am still wondering why the designer have to highlight it... Although i know my profile there got a bit cacat, but i dunno how to correct it... the profile is generated by blogger itself... i cant edit it, if i want to keep my lengzai photo on my site.
Monday. when i woke up, it was afternoon already. the final 2 days for the free 1gb ram dell promo. i double checked my dell cart, never forgotten that it was the day i was going to sg. lembing. Ok, i did argue with my dad during lunch time.
Not for long untill hee stopped by. gave me my long waited genting trip's pictures. at the mean time, i rush to bath and packed my things to go sg. lembing. i hop in his car, went to get weikee and stopped by xuan's house. straight away i heard limys's voice. he was already there with his new man utd travelling bag. i saw it was a long bag. 3 minutes later, hx along with wb, terry arrived. i was not in great mood because of the laptop inccident earlier the same day. i kept quiet most of the time. later, we went to pick sy up. went into his house, then his room. i felt something about sy when i was in his room. jsut something i dunno how to express in words. after the short stay, we headed towards sg.lembing.
I asked about wk's laptop. How much he bought his hight tech gaming laptop should be kept a secret. But anyways, that machine is a MONSTER. Not for long we reached our destination. met up with mc, jb and qy. we went to the house belongs to mc's grandma. wooden house. those old time kampung house. very nice. got a river behind it. All the switchs were dark,round and old. We prepared the fire, we started bbq. everything went on smoothly. it was warm around the bbq rack. most of us guys took off our shirt. i had to admint i ate 5 wings. i knew i was kinda over. therefore, i ate the others less. i felt like drinking a lotsa water. sy told me everytime he saw me i was holding a cup. hence, i decided to style myself with a cup-in-hand throughout the rest of the night. after bath, we took a stroll down around sg lembing. it was midnight. we walked a big circle round sg. lembing. some of us even went down to the river, to cross the river. 1 hour of tiring-and-lotsa-dogs-around-barking-at-us-and-disturbing-the-neighbourhood walk.
we even pass through the cemetry~ bangga. Went home, without doing much, i slept. untill 5 am, all of us woke up. going to go for mountain climbing. i was reluctant to do so. even before i hop on to hee's car, i had a feeling i am not going to climb this time. dont ask me why. sometimes some weird feeling strikes me without reason. randomly. i continue sleeping as they enjoyed the sunrise ontop of the hill. on 11 am, we went back to kuantan. i suppose all of them were sleeping after they reached home.
this house kena bomed~ ping pong piang!!
roast them fingers~ yeah babeh''
they tot they are pirates... hey! look whats in Terry's hand?
look at hx.. he so yau yeng~~i was sleeping so sweetly when this picture was taken.where should i start? ok.... fyi.. my post are made of words, no pictures. boring as u may say.
3 days back, i follow my parents to kl yet another time because my dad has got some personal stuff to do, and have to settle my oversea stuff as well. early in the morning we departed, went studylink straight away, apply for visa and clearify some enquiries. then we went TARC to get a letter of completion require by the UTAS. but this TARC is so useless, they only offer 2 shitty letter to students : the standard letter which proves that you are studying in TARC, pretty, i mean totally useless. the second 1, the testimonial. for fuck's sake, i told these staff that what i want is this letter of completion (LOC) and along i brought with me a letter from studylink to prove that i need this particular custom LOC in order to apply for UTAS. and them staff keep on asking me to write my name in this dunno wat book and wait for 1 week for the testimonial.... harlow? my english too poor u cant understand? then i go straight to find the head of school, hallelujah for god's grace there is this clerk was there... she saw me with a unusual latter in hand and also accompnay by parents, she tender my needs. (sound gay?zz) then everything settled. saw some good looking girls. what do u expect? its TARC college, where liang luiS are.
the next day, went klcc cuz my mom wanted so eagerly to visit the book fest. we reached at about 11 am. so not so freaking lotsa people there..yet. entrance fee rm2. i walked inside and none of the books interest me. maybe i was born not to be attracted by books or i just dont find readign suits me. sigh. pathetic. truthfully, i reall feel abit pening kepala. maybe some side effect of... the infamous tea-cup incident. all the while i was sms-ing with ky. i plan to meet him at klcc today as he said he wants to come over here for the book fest as well. but to my amaze he was at timesquare the time i was at the book fest. then when he arrived at klcc, i was already preparing to ciaw... time not ngam la ky... sorry leh... not duwan to see you, is cant... and so many peorple that day... u stay till 6 pm go lrt see, u will faint. last time also i walk to ampang to take lrt. but nevermind, i know ky u enjoy the girl scanning there. i saw some quite attractive ones... ^^
other time i was shopping for some needed stuff for oversea study. the prob for me now is i'm going alone to tasmania in 1 month time. so scared. for me being alone to a totally strange place. and i am sure i will encounter problems even in the air port already. no need to emphasize on language gap and cultural gap and some law and legal stuff across country. all things will be different. the weather, i scared i will fall sick before i settle down. i am weak u all can tell. i dunno where will i stay. i know nothing about the environment and condition there. what bus to take what transport to go where. how to buy things there, pay 1st or after when i eat there. i join terus the second year student. what if i cant catch up with the studies? what if what i learnt is not same as what they apply. what if i'm lost? what if i miss a flight? what if i lost my apssport? what if this and that.... ys scold me la... say i scared all kidna stuff ler... yes i am. i will always try to do so to make sure i get a firm grip in the things i do. i dont like to risk. its too troublesome. and i hate trouble. i will try my best to get away from it.
so long for me to blog. nothing to write... whne i want to blog, i cant. when i can, i dont want. what the hell.
as u may see in this pic, the car drift by the hills. ever wanted to post something but couldn't come up with a single shit?
my life is souless. i mean here in kuantan. i got no job, no love, no money, no-nothing. no will to do a single shit. i ate a honey stars+rich soy. well, use soy rather than milk cuz its feaking rm2+ cheaper to have soy. limcc keep on asking me to go find job with him. my parents want me to find a draft person job. actually i duwan to work as a draft man yet, not now. not during this 1 month period.and not in an architect firm. not going to scratch my own profile. or izzit i keep on giving excuses? like i use to do and always do and will continue doing it? i am not sure.. i dunno izzit an excuse i hypnotize myself with or not. i can give myself more suitable reason such as i am lazy, i duwan to call or look up for any architect firm, i duwan to work, an so on.
i want dota lately. i enjoying it with limys and ohjimmy. i dunno whether limys' exam is still on or not. heard cc say u drop every freaking paper? or is it not? i've been eating cup noodles for the past.. 1 day. 4 cups to go, 4 more nights to go. u know, cup noodles are tasty, to eat them under certain circumstances: alone in the night, watching tv series early in the morning, catching a footy match, well, playing games or online-ing. eating cup noodles alone is an art.
went to futsal just now. with cheelip. he is the only person who will call me to futsal nowdays. since we met in tarc one day in history. so now i am joining a new futsal gang. since my mates are all unavailble, except terry, but 2 of us cant make a game. ah hee, cs, ys, come back~! i want to play futsal football and whatever la~~
today i bath my dog. he smells real bad. bad doggy. a hole he dug in front of my house, well, still under my house compound. zzz. yesterday i saw him laying in the hole he dug. he look cute in it. no doubt. but it is still a naughty act. if you have a dog, dont let him do this stunt. although he will tell u he is just trying to make a bed for himself or whatever. he is boring. he has no friends. no cat around to make him work. his best friend was a cock. yeah~ cocky cock. but it was. the cock(not a dick here) died last year. he was left alone. again. his routine : early wake up, when mama go out to teach, he walk out to peepee. wait my papa want go out work, he come into the house/sleep under others car. papa come back, he sleep. untill evening papa come back again, he go out take a detour of peepee and shit. then come back lay infront of doorstep, waiting the dinner to be served. errmm.. not sure dinner or lunch, he only get 1 meal per day. a dog's life. then back to sleep.
mine? wake up in the noon. check for sms and msn message. mostly and sadly nothing will i get. no messages at all. eat lunch. watch tv. play pc. dinner. watch tv/pc. sleep. dull? rate it! my ball was temporarily lost. i dunno when was the last time i kick it or dribble it to... perhaps in my granpa's room? not yet check there out though... there is this michael owen-in-liverpool-jersey-poster on my wall. on the other piece, a roy kean elading manchester united cool balck and white and a lil bit of red poster. that was the time manchester united is manchester united. roy, seba, ole, david, ruud, paul, ryan. the star lads.
i am downloading kaspersky. wondering why my C: space getting smaller. shit. should be some sort of worms or horse or mosnter is eating the space. just know that Schindler and Saddam came out from their mothers womb on the same day as me. great scott~ yesterday nitght, i mean the day before yesterday, i dreamt of yoonmeng and peiyong and their parents. sweat. i dunno why. but i get the feeling. it was like... last time... i dunno how to describe it... just some relationship compose into dream. friendship though. i owe that family. the dream wants me to remember it. have to repay it 1 day.
what the heck is this post.... so may people want me to blog... ok lorh.. simply blog lor.... take it ... nah...
this morning.. woke up after 10am, kicked ys and woke him up... renta a kancil, where the door to the seat beside driver is spoilt.. have to open frm the inside..zzz.. we went to pump patrol... and from now... ys start to get crazy.. he shout scream sing yell talk blah watever when he was driving.... he is monkey.. with hands and legs unavailable.. he fuly utilised his mouth..zzz...
we fetch my gf, we went subang eat kim gary... we went study link done my thing... we went lost here and there... we swap place to drive at jalan imbi... it was like.. 1 part ys know so he drive... no near to my place as we went so chane to i drive... so great driving team we made up... hahaha... i did plenty of stunts...zzz... i dunno y.... stun pass motors, stun U turn, stunt skip pass rapid kl bus in the middle of traffic jam... scary skills shown by me... swt... lazy to blog liao... type so many words la today... wth... bye bye....
now... continue from the previous post. the next morning, ah hee sent me to st hse, we waited for johnny to pick us up. we went genting. he drove. he went all around to pick all of us up, me, kent, st, xr, himself. total of 5 people. in an old iswara... omg..zzz... had our breafast at wangsa maju. we head towards genting. reached. walk around. 3pm, watched movie. then walk around session again. 8pm, piss off dinner time. ok. i know i cannot so fu hinn anymore... like ys scolded me everyday... wth.. .zzz i where got fu hinn? zzz ok... dinner... we decided quite slow.... mislead here, misconduct there, confusing here, complication there... finally , we chosen what we had 30minutes before.. we drove down to mushroom garden to have our dinner. haha.. u guys dun wanna know the price... 5 people, eat chinese dish.. fish, vege, meat, egg. rm12 per person... good? good? say its good~ great deal la~!! cheap leh~! then we head back to our room, rest, then wehn the night got younger, we went to safari... muahhaa... safari club~! but i was not in the dancing mood..zzz... entrance is free,cuz johnny is a tour guide~!! with his license around, he can get stuffs for FREE yeah! so we went back sleep... then the next morning we go get out free breakfast buffet... not at all delicious..zzz... then i went back to bed again as again i m not in the mood for themepark... til time is up, we check out and head back... so boring huh? yeah~ it is...
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finaly, i am back at kuantan, with so many things to blog a bout... this is so going to be the event post... a journal type.. like limys... last friday, ( the 5th of may) i depart frm kuatan to kl. reach there quite puntual at 7 pm, took star to a station (i forgot what) then change to klia transit. taling bout klia transit, its the 1st time for me to experience it, kinda cool and comfortable, but the tele inside is too noisy for me. then reach putra sentral, i took 429 rapid kl and reach cyberia, after that, took a walkign journey to limys apartment. ahh~ finally i reach there safe and sound. and tired. and wet. sweating. it was 9+ pm when i reach. 2 hours of trains and busses...zzz...
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now, ng kee yan and limys are already dressed up, waiting for me. they wax their hair~! haha.. and sort of anticipating a great experience. after i put down my luggage, we head downstaris look for ah hee... then we all go to (dunno where) to have our dinner. till... 10+pm. great. now the great adventure starts. hee drop 3 of us at serdang ktm, then we wait for freaking (reaaaaaalllly loooong time) for the **** train to arrive. we are heading towards kl sentral. ahh~ 1 good thing (perhaps the only 1) bout the ktm is : they arrive late so frends like us wiaitng got the chance to fellowship with each others. great. we arrive at kl sentral a quarter to 12am, wait for putra lrt to go to dang wangi. ok we actually are going to the club. we are suppose to go to a place to meet nicky, a friend of mine, but we were too late, we have to go there by ourselves. dang wangi, a deserted place at a time like this. and scary, we see no shadow except of our own. we run to the top of the long staricase, found that the exit is locked. now, we were ready to head back down, this is where ky saw a zombie, moving slowly towards us, from the escalator. without any weapons in our hand, we cabut lah~ scary lah... the whole journey down the staris, zombies keep poping out frm our side, they try to climb over to the staircase we taking, damnnit, the situation is bad~ we ran and ran, yelling in terror, they are right behind us~! finally, we reached the second exit, and luckily we found a small escape door, not locked~! beside the exit, so we ran out. heading nowhere.... we just keep on running.... across a big wide grassy field, across the wide road, we were sweating, the scene befor were just too scary for us. we were unprepared for all this. we didnt know it was coming....
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we keep walking... its already 1am... but our location were no where to be seen... we were sort of... finally.... we reach kl.. the street.. where clubs located... the place where people get high... the place, where gals wear less... finally, we meed up with nicky outside ruums... we step in, and we cant hear each other talking now... the music is pumping~!! the house is moving~!! this place is so crowded.... every1 were sweating.... yeah~~ no.. u cant heard me no more... XxXxXxX
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20 bucks taxi we went to genting klang.. yam cha with my frends... and a gal (call her the gal with the tiget tooth) who got our limys crazy all night long... it was 4.30 when they all went back.. 3 of our main characers have no place to stay... so they went to a cheap hotel for the night... 6 bucks per person, worth it as our liuck managed to get a beyond godlike that particular morning.... 7.30, we walked to a bus stop, took a cab to wangsa maju lrt. we are going to kl sentral, where limys got sick and he chomped 2 hotdog bun there. we waited for the ktm. then my gf got in halfway , then we all wen to serdang ktm, doing what? watiting hecklessly for 1 hour for a stupid U42 to come...which obviously not coming **** when we decided to take the cab, guess what we saw? u guess it right.... **** it was 11 in the morning.
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we bathed. and we went to puchong to eat bak kut teh, this time with ah hee, and another friend of mine, johnny, he lead us there, then after having our lunch, hee sent my gf back, oh ya... me and her were planning to go mid valley for spiderman, but, i was too beh tahan, so i asked her to cancel the plan, and luckily, xr have departed from her hse, and so i got to fong her fei kei... good~!let her die alone in mid valley~!! ( u duwan to know y... it was long story... ) then ah hee drop ky at the ktm. we head back. sleep.
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that night, we went to a place( i duno where) to have our dinner. good and cheap. then we turn a corner and we watched arsenal vs chelsea. got home after that, sleep.
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the next morning, i woke up at 6.30am. i took many trains and busses(not going into details) and raech my colege at 10am. i went to the office, got my syllabus, certified all that required. met kok weng there. we lunch together, then he sent us to (us=me n st) lrt station, we went klcc, for spiderman. twas nice movie. we had to walk to ampang park station to take the lrt cuz u duwan to know how was it like in klcc station... no.... dun.... pls.... we seperate at kl sentral. i head back to limys place. we went nilai. met up with cs. we had another chinese dinner there.. then we went yamcha at a tong sui pou near cs place... talk talk... we plan to go genting on 25th may... good... then we ciaoz... the end.
yes, i m partly not even close to blind. ys, u sound very pro, i should ove u more than cc. haha... ok now the point is we have been celebrating the loss of Man utd and chelsea. (espeially man utd) dun u just hate the old ass in spec, keep on chewing gum in his mouth using his artificial teeth? i dunno why i dun like him, i prefer mourinho cuz he show his lansiness, which rox~ and man utd, they have been fucking lucky througout the season, LUCKY, not PRO, but they are pro too, just more luck than pro. yes, my favourite kaka shut their fans mouth~! yeah shut ur bloody mouth~~ freaking 3-0~! let milan score 5 goals in total. haha. disgusting defenders, noobs substitutes. thats one of the reason they dont deserved a trophy, they dont have the strongest team, they have an amazing starting line-up, but no1 on the bench can take over any of the starting 11's role. i mean NOT-A-SINGLE one. they are lucky because they have not face major injuries of their major players (giggs, scholes, ferdinand) i dont care bout rooney and ronaldo, they can be godlike in 1 match, and invisible in the others. so i dont like it. they can now please themselves and compare their success with arsenal. which sort of like... fulham feeling happy comparing with watford, cuz they didnt get relagated.
today i woke up early, i miss the game. i went to dr quah, ding surgery. haha.. a 10minutes surgery. painful experience. well, if you have a pair of eyes, u can see there is this ball thing beside my left eye. and its a cyst. i am so getting rid of it. and it is today, i finally get to fulfill my eagerness. i still can feel then pain till now. there is this black color cord at that area, to thread back the opening. i kinda look like frankenstein monster. now. swt. scary. thinking back when i was laying on the bed, i can only hear the cutting sound... and i felt nothing, paralyzed that area, but not my mind. beside the cutting sound,(i think doc us a scissors or what) the other thing i heard most clearly is my heartbeat... takut sia... 1st time leh... what do u expect? then the threading part, i can feel it, line goinginto my skin, through it and out. after that, the doc hand me the 'thingy' he got out from the cyst. i dont have a camera nor a camera phone, so sadly i cant post it here. the round thingy, coverd with a hard layer of 'layer', yellowish in color, and some bloody stained. i can only smell blood when i put it near to my nose. after a few hours, i decided to press it. i tot i was kinda easy to do so but it appeared to me that it was kinda hard. i have to use my fingernail to increase the force of oding so. then those half fluid half solid thingy(again...) flowed out... yes, this time i smell it, it taste good..~ i remember i taken out similar thing when the cyst was infected a few months ago. but it was not cleaned enough, then it grows, in a super slow pace, back to its former form again, this time, i went to doctor, and spent a quarter of thousand to get rid of it, and buying the painfullness... (if u ahve a chance, i would let u smell it. u wont regret it)
for my past few days, i've been going thru many things. ups and downs... depression and elevation. sleepless and 'sweet' dreams. to be fair. i decided not to blog bout it. i've know things bout me, never got a positive 1. comment from people close to me, or once close to me, or act like close to me. like a friend, or 2.
for my past few weeks, perhaps kinda lotsa weeks, i spent mostly the time of mine with a group of people, same course, purpose, different, view not the same, opinion subjective. 1 or 2, starting to distort, perhaps, they dint change, its they have finally reveal some openings to me. maybe in the begining, not, till the end and throughout the whole process, different people see me differently, mostly, badly seen as i am in their eyes. as i said, slowly i got to know partly of them, and thats enough for me. to know throughout the years, no matter what i trying to change, to do, to renew. i worked hard, edit my ownself, rewrite my characteristics, done. all turn out to be useless, yes, i am still a guy with no use AT ALL. i might have change, but not their view on me. or perhaps, a stick has been inplanted inside them, applying everything i do, refering what i done to what i am not. they might not say them out, showing them out or watsoever, but just now this noon, i heard myself clearly, yes, exposed. i know, i was like an idiot, living in a place which i tot i am so familiar with, but no, its so horrifying. i was so strange. a total stranger in a familiar world. those kinda feeling. i got them, not the 1st time, but, i tot it changed, no, it didnt, and never will.
no. its not that i will be going after B. the masterplan. yesh. i have 1 in mind. soon, will be revealed. i am tired. times up soon. god has a plan for all of us, but now, i have 1 for myself. u can say its the only way for me to excape from everything. tonight, no bedtime for me. no bed. no time.
err.. just now wasnt going kfc though... was going McD. study a lil bit there... damn.. what am i suppose to post here? beside ultraman...
ok ultraman... i watched ultraman just now infront of speedy video. its ultraman manphius(?? spelling ikut pronounciation nia) damnit it was so damn nice... althoug it is in malay.. and sound pretty noob and detarded...to the main point~ yeah~ there was this ultraman manphius de human guy, sort of dying or injured i dunno why, then got 1 monster go change into his ultraman form, so people tot the fake ultraman is real 1...but the faker start to destroy everything. then this weak real ultraman-in-human form suddenly turn into ultraman and save a train. then they fight, the real 1 win of course, but it was a trap~! the real ultraman oledy have his light blinking, pop out 2 more raksasa, capture the weak-ultraman with ease, frost bite him up in the sky in a cross shape ice cube. now here is the interesting part, got 4 old punks, when i listen carefully, they were ultramEn~!! @o@ so they decided to turn into ultramen for the last time to save this new ultraman's ass. so they go fight fight, got the will but lack of energy or so , they start blinking oso, there are 2 raksasa only, but the old-men are having hardtime dealing with them. finally this 1 kid (unknown character small boy but the camera keep on shooting him) shout something inaudible to me then these oldtramen all use combo tapao the raksasa.. well they look as they won, then they release the memphius ultraman, but the 2 raksasa come to life again, captured the 4 oldtramen, oh~ the main purpose is to use the new ultraman as bait to get to these 4 punks. then they were trapt in the sky in ice cube stuff also. the raksasa team then use their power to unleash dunno what to release dunno what (inaudible though) they killed the new ultraman. then the town under red alert, every1 running, buildings explode without reason and so the classic stuff la... then they off the video. ZzZzZ... here are some pictures of the movie.. and some guidelines on what ultraman appeared.
-- the middle ultraman is the memphius.. got 2 line on the forehead.. quite yengzai... the big head SAW punk is the 1 transformed into the fake ultraman. the 2 are 2 of the 4 oldtraman.
there was time i go read all wei kee's past archive... ahh~ reminds me of many things... like if u read back what u'd read before.... u get something out of it... like joe cole said, he get a lil bit of soul frm the players he nutmeged... means when he dribble or dummy u, he suck ur soul~ ! scary cole...zzz... k k ... now i m going to re-read my 2005 post... c whats been happening .. to me... some post reminds me of something, some posts, make me feel like it was just yesterday...
realised i've stop blogging for 3 months + in the beginning of 2006... whats wrong with me back then? haha... touched by wei kee and xyn.. after i revived my blog.. long sleeping blog.. they left comment~!! woot~ nice 1 mates~
thats it... the 2 gals awaken... time to go kfc... (2 gals sleepign on my bed? shhh..) this is a pointless blog though... trying to catch up the update speed of limys.... just kidding... oh ya btw... i will be gattending an interiew... becoming a 1.2k salary technical draftman? for 6mths orso.. till i can go further studies... hope it turn out good... cuz u know... many of my course mates are there.. in cluding the not so friendly and supper backside attker... hope he made another choice to go for his music course ler... haha.. am i so evil?
long as in i long time no post... kk ... damnit.. just end a sohai game, their team lose liao all play bd.. mahai... bd all our towers n rax... sohai gondar n am... not to mention they all feeding ... cb... so fking piss now... ~!@~#~@#
well the event is i've done the assignment.. torchering lah..~~ and then the next day.. went newway, bowling movie till nite.. eyah~ wholly enjoy day... with my gang lor... the 6 of us.. never change... bowling is fun leh~ damn~ i think its the 3rd time i do bowling... and i freakiing hurt my hand... argh.. nvm... but still fun.... haha... so at least another entertainment for me when i'm in kuanta. haha.. now who's with me? sing k.. finally i remember to 'sing four faces of love song' ~!! woot~ the old song frm an old and nice tv drama.. its not tvb de... but got crossover... yaya.. u bunch of punks shuld know wat i'm talkign bout... movie is 'the number 23' hoho... was so sleepy tat day.. but the movie is kidna nice.. at least kept me awake... thinking n figuring the twist and turn of the plot... zzz... a well written story... nice acting.. good visual effect... good show mate~ but dont worth a high rating.. wathc and u will know...
is it what i m gonna post? ermm.. i not sure though... swt... well i never mention before... god damnit wehn i shop for materials for all those assignments during this final sem, i came across types of color pencils, drawing pencils, markers, water color, and many many types of unknow color material... swt... trust me when i say a box of color pencil cost bout rm800++ a piece of drawing paper, a1 size, cost rm60++ once pice of shit~ drawing brush... satu batang rm20++ markers.. haha... cheapest... rm5 per batang, and we need lotsa lotsa batangSS.. and those other coloring material.. to be use on cloth, glass n so on... arent cheap too... darn~ being an artist is hardway... ur father have to be super rich, then u can go be an artist, to earn i dunno how much... uncertain ammount? swt... who dare take the risk nowdays..? i tot only michelangelo and his mates do so...
oh ya... dat day i went interview for a pc fair job.. sit there.. with bucnh of unknow lenglui... diuz... 1 ofthem is ayumi hamasai. yes. she is there... for u guys who went pc fair... ermm the booth with all tarcian and fking crazy sexy lenglui is it.. the company that go my col find lenglui to work... haha... am i alenglui? no. so i did not get it. oh ya.. a gal actually 1 head taller than me.. zzz..
have to start study lor.. exam next monday... haih.. after that dunno how... mom said will come to my col on tat particular day, wan talk to head of department... then bring me take all stuff to my aunts place.. then to ktn... so will be in ktn on 3rd... then back to kl again... on 8th.. or maybe i wan to sleep at ys place? for 5 days? so i dun need to go ktn n back here again? my life currently is full of question marks...
yes. done my assignment finally.... relief? strangely i dont feel any. i dunno why. maybe the end of this asignment leads to the coming of the only paper of this sem. and as well as leading towards the end of my life here in kl. this is the last day of my course week. a normal day. presenting my design, model, drawings and stuff today. was wrokign more than 19 hrs the day before. sleepless. torchering. suffering. and the presentation.. frankly i dont like what i present. perhaps i dunno what am i talking in front of the teacher there. twas an wholey unprepared 1. hentam all the way to the end. damnit. just feels like i miss out many points and never goes deep into it.
so. i had blog for 2 years and more. hah. including when i just arrived here in kl, pindah pindah a few times, and many events, meet people, get friends, developed enemies, conjured fire, express love, till now the end of my kl life. the end of many something else. think back on what happened in this 2 years. ahh... speechless. words cant described... to much emotion and feelign combined.
besides the exam, on 30th, and its super rushing cause i have to pass this house back to the pwner on the 1st of may. 10 days frm now. settling the line n streamyx thing. can i just dont give a damn bout it cuz i defintely not able to terminate it now. have not reach the due time stated in contract. and if i have to pay to terminate, plus cant get back my deposit, i rather dun fuck it till it automatically cut the line... should i not do so? i dunno. and to move back all my belongings back to kuantan. i wonder whn will i havetime to do so.. exam... stuffs.... strugging. should i or not put all or nearly all of my stuff at my aunts place 1st? but who is going to fetch those stuff there? call my paresnt up or seekign help from others? the 2nd will i go genting. now.. should i stay at my aunt place for a nite? or stay at limys place instead? after genting 2 days should i or not go back to kuantan straight away? or i shall stay a few nite here enjoy the final time or do some research on my further studies?
i just trying to escape everything for few days first. last question. should i be proud or not cuz the whole final 5 weeks project is done >70% done by me alone. pathetic group. can i named it so? the politics in my course are bugging crazy. some valuable members of groups were drawn to one group, making the best products and projects of all time all the time. my group i think suffers alot in this1. 2 of them have to resit many papers, have to lighten their jobs, my gf done mostly the whle model, with the help of the other members, and myself, and the other jobs all by myself. i really dun wan to do it all by myself. but helpless. who can i cry out to? God. Amen.
damn it... when i on my pc this morning, it says fail to detect my harddisk.. nvm.. not the first time... i m used to it... and i fix it.. again.. now thats not the main problem... the thing is after typingthe password, and in the waiting screen pops up a window... F* me hard this 1... it says that the window fails to load all my settings from what i have saved.. and stuff la... and it reminds me that nothing will be save in this profile cuz window is providing me a temporary 1.. like what u see in guest account... omg... so i lost many thing... actualyl not lost.. i manage to found them back n keep them on track... just when everything look so fineagain... the freaking harddisk fail again... i reset again the pc and everyting go back the begining.. again... omg.... so now i cant use my primary admin account d... somehow corrupt or watsoever... damn... so i created a new account... transfer what i can transfer to this account... lost some games saved fiel... i mean i kinda lost all the saved files except for the fm... shit. and my autocad files... i leftthem on desktop.. gone after the 2nd time it fails... shitX100... redo some changes.. a lil bit only la... lucky i got save in my pendrive... so now... hopefully.... my pc can supporttill the end of my course... i m so lazy to get new hardsik and do new window again.... aih... so now here is it... a fed up post .... by a fed up person using a fed up computer.... (should i get a mac laptop when i am ready to abroad to overseas?)
the-return-to-the-blog post. another lame 1.
for this is the second day, i eat sushi with cheap pay.
with a card of previllege, we eat sushi without edge.
scallops eggs tenpura ebi, fish roe abalone and unagi.
on all sorts of sushi we feast, without a care on the price list.
we eat non-stop like a bull, untill we get really full.
johnny settle the cheap bill, and he treat me a free meal.
too much sushi for the day, i stomachache for whole day.
i eat so much cuz i'm poor, during normal rate i dont dare enter.
done bout sushi. i just ate alot. thats all. then that nite i cut my hair. short hair now. still same ugly face..then today after sushi i bought my nike~ yeah~ my second nike~ good. cost me 200+. nevermind. claim back from my brother will i do. walking around timesquare.. damn i've been there for so many many times... i been to all corners of it. but still it depends on who u go there with... ^^ ding* ding* opsy..went kfc for dinner? (5.30 nia) c'mon~ my stomach is still full with the prawns and prawns and unagi and wasabi. shit. since A and B both going, the choice is not there for me to make. i dunno wat more else to write.. write history ;like i oways do? duwan la.. next time la...
basically this is a lame post bout events. events that i happend to attend. events which i had to attend.
and just ignore the +10, i just want to make it sounds like Jose. (the spanish kido in adidas ad. Jose+10) ok... look, i really wants to blog about my life, or part of it, i had been generating lines of stories even when i was walking in KLCC and the balconies. everytime there is something special or something unusual or something too usual than usual i will somehow think of lines to be use in my next post... so here it goes...
about 1 week ago i suppose, friday, i submitted an assignment which i personally under rare condition feels good about it. then me and my 2 girls went timesquare. going to get my outfit for the upcoming dinner. watched 300 with'em, walking around like mad man, taken many wrong steps into shops that i dont suppose to get in, sheding tears after reading the price tags and so on... was planning to get a pair of leather and a suit, plan changed and i just grabed a $139.90 SnK cot for $98. (ys: the cot can turn and wear inside out de leh.. muahaha) shopping spree ended. i kinda enjoy walking around with people i feel comfortable for being with, or maybe more than just that... there shuold be some hidden factors behind the stone. like a piece of magnet inside a motor or etc. we actually lepak till erhem... 9pm plus and we took my favourite-for-some-reason bus home. eat, and reached home at 12am plus.
after some hours, saturday, went KLCC education fair. full of stp n spm students... we are regarded as matured students... damn.. so old... walk around, enquired about, doing stuff most people do there. found an interesting course : ah hee.. u will like this : Diploma in Footbal Studies.. roflolmao...omg... haha... the brochure.. i even got it... the subject, i dunno how to describe it... nothing much to do in education fair... we went to the other hall, check in in the counter and got a super de nice de panasonic bag... woot~ its a showroom showing those high end panasonic products: super geng chao vid cam, a shuri-ken (4 spinning plasma tv), some dunno wat name de sensory projector, a super large mini cinema with 3 projectors projecting different part of the clip, a mini theater, FHD vs SD, blue-dunno-wat dvd and so on... very de beutiful. and the best thing is: i stole 2 very de beutiful de file from the counter~!! ya ya.. give it up for cheeeeeekaaaang~!! after the experience, went to a friend hous, play or train guitar for the next day performance, but sadly and happily my part was canceled due to some technical problem or whatever blah...
sunday. prepared to go to the dinner thingy, a friend pick me up. ermm... i fail to do anything to my hair. or precisely i cant do anything to it.. to long... too hard to wax or gel and even spray... i actually spent 30mins on it and the results is nothing different to 30mins earlier... vistana hotel, t-shirt jeans sneakers n cot. foods are okay, ate not much though. snaping pictures with my favourites, doing stuff normal people normally do. games session, won a grand hamper in 'answer the question and pump thier balls' session... learned many ingenius IQ questions... and many guai lan and funny 1... i answer the last question which leads to the bursting of the ballons of the remaining 2 competing tables. clearly i remembered the question is: which of the following english suage is corret? 1. the york of an egg IS white, 2. the york of an egg ARE white... stragely i was the only 1 raising hand and giving the correct answer~ proud sia~! 1 more time~! yo yo~ give it up for cheeeekaaaang~!@.@ the york of an egg is yellow la... zzz... the next game is 'gor zai gu gu gu gor zai' they mix 3-4 songs together and let us guess what song is included and who is the singe... i suck up in this... but lost just a scratch to the 2nd table... aih... then the lucky draw.... have to pluck a ballon to get a scroll with golden strings then choose those envelope to get the prizes... not all people ahve the chance... i got a dunn owat use de scent candle... lucky people get good item and luckless people get a 'pat -kao-yan' gaming session done. photo session again... then yamcha session... then go home session...
-FIN-
*edited 11th Mac v 0.02*
*edited 10th Mac v 0.01*
10th of mac. 1 week into the final semester. everything remains the same. perhaps something that requires a change or two didn't turn out to be so; or mayber the turnover rate is too pacey or too slow i can't follow, or i just failed to detect any changes, or those changes are being hidden away from me, manually or automaticly.
sometimes i dunno wat to do. wat to think. wat to feel. wat to say. how to say or of what expressions is needed to do what. like lim99 said, he is dead man waling, tired but dun feels like sleeping, awaken but dun feels like waking. to me, i feel tired, but my mind refuse a rest although my body wants to.. suffering.. from what i not sure.. the reason might not exist, perhaps my mind is making inferences and conclusions of what my eyes transmitted to my brain.. creating this kinda feeling i am going thru right now. NOW. what influences now is what happened before... bare with me... what u are going to experience is base on a true story. no further exaggerating editions is included..
flashback to 24 hours ago....
right now. i am at ruums. 7 of us, consists of 3 girls. i remember quite well last time tha place was channel... 1st time experience. not much to talk about for that is not the point for the reason. dance around and stuff. shuffle around, drunken mode. we actually saw two guys trying to ******* (for i dunno what word to use) obviously the girl is not pretty, but she was somehow drugged.. by those guys ... 2 guys, forcing and doing what they should not do to the girl, and the girl, powerlessly, try to escape as we all know she cant. details i will cut short. u know? 4 hands on where else of the body? alas~ dunno why and dunno how the girl get in to the toilet, well, thats wat my friends said she manage to escape to te toilet. for what i observe is: the girl, held by 2 man, ehading to toilet. which for instance i tot she is gg. then after 30mins or so, the guy came back, then some of us went to the toilet, for what i saw is the girl was held by 2 working person to dunno where. she was fainted or so in the toilet? well, this is not the purpose for this flash back as well. move on, road block, yam cha, bath sleep... tired, drunk, blur, hot, red... i fell asleep quite fast...
here comes.. i had a dream.. i dunno whether is a dream or alot of dreams and i can only manage to remeber 1 of them. damn. do i have to say this? think~ flashback~ part of it... a set up.. like a town.. with buildings along the road.. quite modern building.. not many cars.. reasonable amount of people walking around... oh ya~ it was raining... medium heavy. i dunno how these link together... i remember i was inside a big house, playing games according to rules, i know when to do what and should do what after what. then i happens to be outside, no, its i wanted to be outside, where people around me are strangers, no rules, no binding, no tie. doesn't need to care about many things. as if the burden is off, the pressure that has been stressing me is gone. in the rain, i am chasing towards a girl, which i know in real,and in real i know even more that things can happen and happpened to be right or wrong, yes or no, can or not. and that things need perfect timing. back to the raining town-street set up... we talked, for a while, perhaps more than just talking, arguing, asking questions, enquiries that i so wanting to know, hoping what i wanted it to turn out to be, but not. getting the answer from her, i know were all merely my own explainations towards the questions,which were and are somehow being categorised into 2... interpreted by my mind, explained thru my dream. thru a conversation that hardly take place in real life. i am chasing after what i am not suppose to have, even after i catch up with it, still, it will slipped away. voluntary. by the rules, it has to be so. like chowyunfatt towards jaychou: u can only take what i give u, and what i do not offer, u cant steal it, its not destined to be urs. chasing shadow... going after what might be mine but not and will not be. the problem is it the timing? no. twas me. i faced a problem created by myself from myself.
wake up~ you have what you got, you got what u deserved. stop dreaming and move on. grow up. forget what you should not be remembering.
awaken from the long dream. told that the class 10 am canceled. sleep on. dream off.
2pm. played PES till 4, go eat, sent ST half way to the train station. walked back. continue PES, as well as continue cursing vulgarly towards the game. **** got an sms by XR, wanna go cc, asking me for company. suddenly, yet, the timing, so eventually. she walked here. 8pm. eat and play a package in tbun. throughout the whole process, we do not talk much, perhaps our conversation might just fit 1 page of fullscape paper. was not like it used to be, we have not much... noting much to say. at time like this. the range of speech is somehow decreased. crossing a narrow bridge, making a wrong step can fall. decision making, a set of rules to be follow, naturally or not. myself have nothing much of story to tell, perhaps most have been told. herself? well you need a key to a lock, a specified 1, and furthermore i am nobody nor a locksmith. no chance. no choice.
came back, posting this shit. done.
going back to kl tomorrow. 2 pm bus. 70% packed .
past 2 days, went for dental clinic for check-up. done some filling. dunno i was undergoing it until i see it in the mirror, and told by my mum.. 2 teeth kena this white color so called "cement" filling.. yeah~ no food left-over will stuck in between my teeth anymore~
ermm... got a new girl friend in maple story.. haha... pick her up with the line: "phewt~~" LOLX
well, 1 never meet her in game after that.. hehe... well, stuff happens after u see the friendster.. haha.. u guess it...
i can maybank online now~! woohoo..~~ yeah~ i just know that southern bank is now CIMB.. swt... however.. i closed my CIMB account lately and transfer all to maybank~ kawanku~ konon~ got my P license upgraded.. to normal license~ haha.. finally... been driving with overdue license in non P sticker vehicle for 1-2 months?
got my boot today~! yeah~ when and how to try it out? the answer is "?????"
saw a super nice. i mean caught my first sight, get me high, so wanting-and-eagerly-to-put 'em on-shoe online, and found it in nike store~! haha... yew lun, need your help again soon.. haha...
wow~ cny! when all gathered, go from house to house, collecting ang pow, eating non-stop (ba gua~!) and GAMBLE~! mahjong~! blackjack~! cow.or.ox.or.whatever related~! in between~! big2~! pak kah lokk~! there is a good line encouraging people saying when there will be gamble, there will be win~! a round up actually i don't at all win tat much. this year, i got fewest ang pows.
well tats all the round up for cny. btw, i died just now in maple fighting the great centipede or what u may call it. it hurts. when u are using this lag-ful machine in boss fighting. attempt a couple of dota matches... 2 losses overall huh? but kinda boring overall... cause somebody beyond godlike [holy shit~!]in almost every game.. and tat is so boring when that person happened to be your friend and is sitting beside you..
went for a couple of football session as well.. and worn my old boots.. went shopping for new 1... considered adidas... but finally turn to nike... haha... so kindly ignore my previous post.. 
currently pending and anticipating my new nike total 90 shift FG. not something like the picture, but exacly what is shown here. good bargain.. latest total 90 worth rm239 for a price of rm168.30. arrives at time i need a new pair... although i am not playing grass football as often or as crazy as last time, but i somehow need a pair of boots to wear when i need to wear.. my boots..
--courtesy of soccerlocker.com for the pirated photo. >.<''
my puma red + gold nameless boot had been loyal to me for the past 5 years. it has past its durability. offering me 4 6 inches opening on both side of both boot. its time to move on. now, i have a friend who work for adidas, can get me 30% discount on whatever adidas or nike merchandise. so, rm240 i can get it by paying rm168. chance.
dilemma is...
the top white 1 is predator swerve, with aid from beckham's own design.
the middle 1 is predator absolute, the 8th edition of predator, improved accuracy, power and swerve.
the bottom 1 is tunit 2. enhances control, speed and touch.
well, what i am going to get is not exacly the same as shown in the pic. picture taken frm website, fully original skin but wat i am going to get with my limited cash is PVC skin only. ah.. the 1st 1 is so detailed and nice. caught my 1st sight. the middle 1 is latest stock, and the btm 1 is pure cool. help me~!!
ps: this is a shit post. happy cny.
have u ever like 2 thing at the same time and u cant let go of any of them? haha... wat a noob..
hey, i was shopping with cs, hee and ys on saturday. good thing is i get wat i want. i mean wat i want is not really wat i need... perhaps its wat most ppl wat during cny... and ys buy the same pants as i do.. think back, he 1st chosen the jeans, then i try it on after he did, cuz wat i like has not got the size for me. then i bought wat he likes and convert it to wat i want. sort of..
3 shirt and 1 jeans, ends my pre-cny shopping spree. with bad news frm cc saying he spent an undisclosed amount. well, luxurious should i say the money he spent the week b4 i do. so he fong fei kei.. wah kao~!
i wanna play football~!! oh pls.. call me out.. futsal or watever, even PES6 oso i accept... just related to football will do.. did i mentioned i hate my kuantan pc? 1st the monitor is small.. and the color is so damn freaking sharp... cant look at it too long... it hurts.. real hurts... and its freaking lag... lag lag lag lag lag lag... watch cd on this pc is impossible... its a fact..
oh ya... this valentine... as usual... boring... yeap.. alone... well i m not alone but yes i am. lonely. nvm, celebrate it as it dont exist. yes. the right way of celebrating it. wat i concern more is her. surely she will feel more apart, more comfortless, reclusive than i do.
ok, i know its late but i just downloaded christina aguilera back to basics album. listening... but not paying attention. no comment. yet.
i do the garbage, i pay the rentals, i sweep the floor, i sell the old newspaper, i keep the thing neutral, i wash away urine stained frm toilet bowl(manually), wash the toilet, sponsor my P(public)Computer... wat u do u expect? wan me to pay all the bills for u and act like Stephen Chow when u at home to entertain u? if not dat i am taking care of the place i staying in, fuck i give a damn bout all these stuff... yes i locked my pc... woohoo... hate the feeling of it knowing some1 is using my beloved and not knowing wat he/she is doing to it.
just finish a tide turning game... took me 1:25;xx time period to finish... long game... good game... haha.. cuz win ma... sure good game ler... used akasha, not very good, kill 9 die 6, noob... aih... 5 v 5 turn out to be 4 v 4, and their leaver leave them lucrative gold... suddenly this wolf come out with mkb with clinks n pawn all o us like eating char siew bao... we like just def 99... n thx to their inexperience, they din push ler... so actually know we can win d.... XD
been studying like dog past few days.... 2 papers in 2 days... less than 24 hours to study the 2nd paper... luckily god bless me.... the paper turn out to be friendly... question kinda friendly... my memory oso served me as a friend... not much problem though.... these 2 papers so far is the most smoothly done in this exam.. god grace~!
reminder~! pls pay ur streamyx bills~!! lolx...
ok now there will be less than 12 hrs for me to be in the exam hall sweating and probably feeling disconsolate (laernt frm wei kee's blog)
sigh i dunno how much i can remember frm what i've study.... god pls have mercy on me....
well i've been surfing the dictinary.com and i kinda love the word of the day section.. yeha...there is this RSS feed which i dunno what is it but i think its those XTM or HTML or whatever website template link... sigh.. i m too noob in thise website stuff... help me... i liek to get it on my blog...
check out my frend list, i mean i dunno her she dunno me i just add for fun since she is in the FHM megazine top 100 sexiest gal list. yes, a singapore blogger and half celebrity, so with ntg else to do i juts link her page to mine. heres some pics of hers and information bout her.
~her wikipedia link~
~her friendster link~
lolz... so its 40 mins to go for the head to head encounter of chelsea and liverpool. yoyo~! going to watch it in the rain~!
ok, here is it, i was laughing like mad just now, as i was watching the 23rd episode of samurai champloo. lolx, freaking funny la... ok it goes like this...
---- this episdoe start with an intro about some japanese players in major leagur baseball. yeap, no kidding, its B-A-S-E-B-A-L-L~!! so what the heck should baseball be included in an edo period(those samurai period) japan? --- an so our 3 hero and heroins came b to this lil town, stop by and met this 1 guy, who recruit them to play baseball against the americans so that the americans wont conquer the lil habour town. and in order to pay the dept they have to take part in it, now, since all the townfolks doesnt want to be included, they make up a team of 7 people, the coach himself, the 3 main char, the town head, a dog and a squirrel. (rofl XD) there is this 1 guy who browse thru the rules and regulation which didnt exclude animals out of the game... can u imagine? dog~! and the artist just draw it so cute~~ when its the doggy turn, it somehow biting the baseball bat in the mouth, and not moving, pure starring at the camera... untill the ball hits him and he run... the squirrel turn~! he saw the bat is somehow 3x his own size and weight, so he run away as well... and the old ketua kampung, he died of bone fractured on his way frm the bench to the field~! omg... the animation was so funny with the expressions and the language spoken..
ok its not funny when i say it, overall this anime is about the history of japan in edo period. and he include lotsa rapping, hip hop and wateva stupid stuff..
title says it all~!
this morning i got a sms by jason, he invite me to go this sport outing with his friends which are strangers to me. so in the rain i wait for him at genting corner, then with his unser toyota we off to the spot. i was kinda nervous, alone in the dark with strangers.. all speaking english~! omg... i noob english`! total of around 16 people consists of gal n guy. guy frm thin to fat tall to not so tall. gal frm tall to short to nice to cute.
muhaha... we split into teams of 4 people, with 1 gal in each side. raining softly.. and we actually played on a hard slab used for badminton built on a small sport park beside a basketball court in an housing area not far to my place beside the main road leading from wangsa area to mrr2 with adequate lighting and a large enough space for our activities.
so i din socre any... due to long time no play and kaki keras and lack of energy. and the slipery floor act along with my inertia against me is really killing me... aih takleh show skill... =_='' win lose ... play for fun... haha.... nice also... jason told me they kinda do this kinda activity once a week mostly on friday. and he invited me to his cell grp on thursday nite... would consider bout it, since the place is just nearby brj, means walking distance~ good....
actually this bunch of christian is super outgoing and open minded. the first time i actually ran into jason is in a cyber cafe. he ask me for my number, then not long later he invited me out for dota, with his others christian mates, gals as well, well, christian outing to dota, cool huh? then some many times he asked me to go some event but u know la, my time table shedule all fully book, appointment elsewhere, bal bla bla... and now playing futsal in the middle of the nite.... haha... actually going with them is kinda relaxing ler... shuld make note on friday nite booked for this event... hmm...
-did i mention cute in my post?-
last thursday.. all of us in group pass up our final project model.... we only manage to get B+.. and... 1 word to describe others magnificent work piece.... and present their master piece grp by grp... unbelievable.~!! whoa~!! i cant say much,.... keep an eye on the edition i will soon make on this post...with lotsa model, drawing, design pictures~!! a breathtaking thursday morning.~!!
tata~ well i din help in doing this model, despite my proness in modeling. haha.. the best hand in my class did it. and i was incharged of the working drawing, details drawings, and site analysis.along with bunch of frends, we went to tis gal house at segamat... newr the batu caves there.. have bbq there.... play some ps2.... she really has a big house.. i mean huge... 4 storey... with a flat accesible roof floor.. bigger than a futsal fireld... cool~!!
so we fooled around.... putting effort to get those charcoal burnt.... then eat.... and so on.... when the clock htis 12, we just stand at the roof top.... viewing all angle of selangor.... superB~ can c genting, klcc, stadium merdeka and so on n so on..... all those fire works can be seen at this very rof top~!! cool`!! they all last bout 15min.. then we hug hug wish wish... then go home~!! boring but fun.. huh?
lame topic.... ok this is not about rock climbing, nor fishes, nor maths, antlion or so on...
well, these 2 days my pc is fully monopilied by my hsemate to do assignment... which i appear to be in the same group with her so the choice is not there for me to make.
i just went back frm makan.. at mamak... as usual... then this FA cup man utd vs aston villa... watch watch ler... the mamak is full of man utd supporters.. so damn mad they all crazy bout their team... once larsson scored, all of them jump and yelled.. i mean wtf... as if they are some shareholders of the club... 7sin... so it makes me so not want man utd to win the match (othough kinda impossible..) then when baros scored, woot~! i throw my fists into the air.... yeha~! not far away frm my table there is this guy more ecstated... he stand up in the middle of all man utd fans.. brave kid~! nvm. i was so pleased to see those manu fans keep queit... showing a grief face... fun fun~! but as usual the good scene doesnt last long... cb man utd scored +2 into the stoppage time... shit la... fucking pendominum in the mamak... every 1 stand n shout... for what purpose? who cares la... i just hope that 1 day ronaldo and rooney will get injured,... a long devastating injured.. so that mr alex will scratch his nearly-hairless head figuring how to cover the blow.. hahahah... wakakak.... wait and c...
yeap... tats how long i havent been posting here... cuz lazy... then afterthat when dun feels like lazy, the earthquake make blogger sot sot dei... sien... so now here is a brief update... nothing special... but lately been busy with 2 big assignments.... so very busy lor... then after the assignments have to exam d... whalao... i know nothing ler.. how to exam? and happy new year to all of us.... new year ... new gf? new gal? no. year new but items equipments all old 1... btw my display card is still under construction... maybe stuck somewhere in taiwan... zzz... haha... watiting for the call... omg.. 1 year d ... i miss agent 47~!
woot.. i love this event. i hate the crowd but for those show girls who wear so less expecting me to be there, its worthy. sadly i tot i can work there, 1stly is sonic gear.. then no more chance. secondly is benQ, but then no more oso.. if i was there, i will be standing among their show gals (low, mini white skirt, collar sleeveless bra-top) not the best but btter than ntg. well, the 1st hall, its the ballroom, its my favourite spot. cuz all gals will be here.. and they all for some obvious reasons, dress to kill. i wan to work in toshiba~~ liann work there n told me the salary sux. but, the show gals, are the best~!! tube top, tight, short mini skirt, all while~!! all gals are so breathtaking.(wah~) take my breath away, but sadly they hardly pay attention to the passers-by. who cares~? i just love them.
ask i was walking, i spotted this super hot damn cb sexy girl~! she was with her bf, wow,~~ the point here is that she wears black bra, i can see that clearly cuz her pinky top is kinda transparent, thin material. **** i m sure she din wears panties. she wears those super short short (white) which only cover half of her ass, and i spotted no undies lines. damn i was so freaking attracted to her ass~!! and long fair legs~!! angelic face, with half-curly hair, to bring out the wildness of herself. damn her bf was and is and will be so fcuking syok~! and proud!~! and what more can i say? too bad i dun have a cam~! too bad i was not walking behind her while she was mingling thru the crowd... omg... how dare she wears like tat to klcc? and in this kinda crowd?
today is the 2nd day of pc fair.. so i went to lowyatt to warranty my vga card. and since when those melayu babi so free all gang go to sg wang and timesquare... i tot they only go to sogo.. hate those malays... useless.... i got in a gang of 3.. 1 gal 2 guys... the guy my fren going to buy n73 as he did. and the gal just follo song nia.. i walk there and c this zhong sheng zhong.. malaysian artist gua.. perform at sg wang.. and browse all thos gundam model that ppl build to compete... damn nice... they all make custom 1.. like add this n that to the original model... super cun~!! if ys n hx were here they will keep on take photograph.. i personally like a gundam wing, infected by alien or so.. he is half alienated... 1 of the wing is alien wing lai... they make with steel wayar. nice. the other is a sailor moon prototype.. i dunno got this model anot la.. the gudnam is gal lai.. wear school uniform, long hair, weapon is saber whip.. nice nice.. then he treat us kim gary.. syok habis.. then me n the gal take metrobus back... then we lim teh at mamak watch arsenal game... while mostly we were chatting... bout anything.... so hmmm... more liu gai dy... then i walk her home... well, near her home since so late d and if got hentai maniac go after her i will regret my whole life.. then i take a quet route home... bath, maple sikit... tel some story to xyn n milo, well, milo.. kim gary de milo super nice~~ and mostly xyn just ignore me just milo accompany me... then i off maple.. too boring. make ppl sleep... now blogging here... will blog bout my new hsemate... guess wat.. its kinda interesting...
today i did 2 homework.. dats a record.. and i m proud.. then i help my fren shift into my hse... so its kinda late n tired now... so i ma blog this n log off.. go brush teeth n sleep... bye~~
ok now.. my washing machine has ntg wrong. just the main entrance of the pipe is block. so its clear now and my pond on the balcony is dry. haha.. nice. i just clean it. and the water thing.also cause by blocked filter. after cleaning it, the filter broke. and we call the pipe-man to fix it. now everything is ok. and i just clean the kitchen and the balcony. so clean now. since no 1 else in my hse will care about the cleanliness. i m the hero~! mosquitoes hate me and ntg likes me. haha..
a new session in my blog-- a secret about lemak.
wat can i tell u? ok 1st secret to tell u all~!! i like dota~!! yeah babe~! thank you n goodbye.
THIS POST IS IN RED COLOR. I M HYPER ANGRY NOW. I SKIP TODAY CLASS BECAUSE THERE IS NO WATER FOR ME TO BATH. FUCK. SINCE LAST WEEK THE WATER IS NOT ENOUGH TO BE USE. IF I ON THE SOHAI WASHING MACHINE I CANT USE ANY OTHERS PIPE. AFTER I CLOSE IT THE NEXT DAY THE WATER IS NOT ENOUGH TO BE USE BY 3 PERSON. AFTER THE SECOND PERSON BATHED THERE IS NO MORE WATER LEFT. FUCK. AND THE FUCKING MACHINE IS USELESS. IT FAILS TO SPIN. EVERYTIME. SO I HAVE TO RESTART IT LIKE AROUND WHOLE WEEK, THEN NO CHOICE I TAKE THE CLOTHES OUT AND DRY THEM MYSELF. CIBAI WASHING MACHINE. NOW IT CAUSE THE WATER SHORTAGE SOMEORE. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG HERE? AND THOSE FUCKNG MOUSE HAVE NTG ELSE TO EAT THEY GO BITE THE DISPOSAL PIPE OF THE SOHAI MACHINE. SOHAI MOUSE. SOHAI HOUSE. !@#!$!@#$@#%@%@#$^@#$^!@#% CHAO CHEE BYE
BAB 1
last saturday, i went to my ah yi house, cuz her new baby gal is now 1 month old~!! yeha.. stil small, i think it takes me 1 kick with 3x power she will mati tong tiao. haha. just kidding.. she is cute~~ and she cant talk~~!! haha.. hopefully she does not provide as much inconvenient to my auntie as his brother... her bro was and is still an insane uncontrollable maniac. haha.. naughty boi-yoh~! so i they invite these chefS frm 1 restaurant to cook and make a buffet dinner at her resident. those food rox hard~ got asi kacang summore~~ satay, curry, prawn, chicken wing, fish fillet etc etc. many ppl came over.. and their kids are so damn Fking naughty~! i think the oldest of them is like 10 yrs old. they are so uneducated, no manners, no fear n no respect. babarians. got mother lay, no father teach. but they all speak fluent english, so it makes sense when i say that rich banana kids are so damn fcuk up. yeah~ i hate them~! to a stranger's place, they can run in and out ur house and room. and ur master bedroom, master bedroom's toilet. F. they so brave they even ask, no, demand me (half host) for the remote control so they can watch Bambi(cartoon). nevermind. since football not strated yet. so let them la.. i so good ma.. then they fight for the remote ctrl cuz 2 tv, 1 astro decoder. 1 of them take all the remotes(as if they are his) and hid it somewhere. he even tot i wanna steal his remote n scolded me. whose kids are these? afterwards, this kids taikor came into my room, there is 1 air bed, and 3 of them play jumping the bed, in my room. fcuk them. but i dint. i pay respect to their parents. and their parents dun give a damn bout their kids. pathetic.
BAB 2
nothing to write bout myself. so today i went to carrefour. with her and a frend which ys think is lenglui. haha. we go buy and walk ler.. as usual. then we hungry and go eat at burger king. the burger king here sux. we have ntg much to do here. so me go do experiment. i use a knife to cut open a hole in a staw nad put a half length straw in to it. to make a 3 way straw. the result is i cant suck the water up and all i can suck is air frm the end of the 2nd straw. noob. then me n the ys-think-pretty-gal ( YTPG) compete to c who can get the most straw in the mouth and suck the water to drink. nice n fun n soffocating. so she start and manage to get to 8 straws. then my turn to start frm 9. then she follows. and so on. our table is full of straws~!! haha.. we continued and reach 16 straws each~!! geng~~ it was so hard to do... every suck u make it chock u with the air u suk in besides the water. but kinda fun lor.. great expereice. with stomach full of coke and grape. zzz.. chiong to toilet after that... now i m back home, resting and blogging. my maple 90% d~!! syok syok~!!
a visit to KBU in pj on wednesday. there is a talk by this president or chairman of PAM (persatuan architecht malaysia) so we went there by tarc coach... all of us wear our course t-shirt.. . so before the talk, few of us walk around in 1 of their block... there is this cafeteria there and not many people was there... well, it was design school of the col, but it seems like there are no chics around... its kidna rare to spot any pretty gals... as compare to tarc, u can c many many many people by the time u step in frm the main entrance, and when u reach the canteen which is the 1st building u will c when u come tarc, u can see countless chics... for gals, guys in kbu just sucx. i mean the dress code, the fashion and the style just so noob.zz.. well, i think my col is far more cool... .. unlike wat i think of my col when i just reached here.
a second visit to teacher office. well, my fren wanna present his model to teacher, so i follow him there to the office. i cant c my model, then after like looking around for 10 secs, i spot it with the other 3 models on a rack on the far side of teacher's desk... hahaha... special vip seats for our model? here is some pic of all of the models.....jpg)
-my model, the second frm the left...
-the far left is produced by the best craftmen in my course.
-the far right is the other masterpiece that meke my teacher repeatedly say nice . she only like these 2...
- the third 1 is done before i start to do mine...zzz...
- look at this, made by the top student in my class, i just curi-curi see his result, cgpa 3.88+++ swt...
- the both leg of this model is adjustable, the shinny thing is the led light, yes, the switch is on the left... but unfortunately this is not the final look of it. he is yet to construct his roof, he just put an A4 purple transprent as temporary... superb...
many more nice shelter but due to this freaking slow respond photo uploading speed i think i duwan to post them all... zzz... btw, take care and goodbye... my course is full of assignments~!!! arrgh...
my result out today. lately i had a dream and i saw my own result is so damn F. therefore, i was so afraid to open up the envelope to c my result.. utill at a time i c thru the envelope and saw my result... so bad arr... 2 As all B... wtf... how can 3-5 others get 1-2B only? i m so noob la...
"starting frm today, i mean this sem, i must dota less, gaming less, study more, hardworking more."
must gimme support arrgh~~ i duwan to continue like a piece of shit... this is the first time i get my own result by my bare hands... normally they send to kuantan for my mom and among frends hardly know each others results... no comparism no competition.. today i m quite down, as u can tell. i ask many of my colleagues for their results... so shocking... they can do so well`~!!! omg... i duwan dota liao.. luckily to help me in this my bs account has been permanently banned~!! yeah.. cheerS~!! god save the queen~!! even though i got few back-up id, but the username cheekang is far too lame... pwn oso tak syok.. my cgpa super low... cannot like dat la.. must change abit... must become hardworking... so the talent that god provides me can be manipulate well.. i wan get a good result~!!!!
PS: 1 of the A that i got is legal studies. and there are total 6 persons in my course who get A. something to be happy of? i dun Fking think so`!!! i m noob~!!!
y? cause 2 continous day i play 2 dota match on each day..
day 1, the first game i got priestess and the 2nd game i got luna.
day 2, the first game i got priestess and the 2nd game i got luna.
both my priestess not geng... zzz... die 5 times... same... both use arrow to kill my first target...
both my luna first blood people... zzz... same lane... both oso kena end when got wicked sick...
deja vu~!
deja vu~ babeh~!
i did my model d... i like it cuz afterall its my own design n hardwork... sleepless night... ahh... torchering~!
the pic will be update soon... i just got 1 pic wit me... and its not fully done yet... now i submitted it to teacher d... so be patient to observe my noobster piece~!!
sneak peek >> 
the angle quite weird... the work quite dirty... aih... but i like the roof~! i got the most complexly done roof in the whole class~! well, not the most complex in design... u know some others use 1 lapis of hard paper to make roof.. i uses 3!! with plastic to make it looks so damn nice when u see it under the roof. and its fully sprayed in silver colour to emphasis the steel i used. the roof support.. those are the headache part... took me quit longtime n trapt me in the middle of model making and designing and supporting the heavy roof with just 5mm thick of card board.. hard hard... luckily its stands... hopefully its still standing...
the rapid kl is just for fun... so tat people know this is bus shelter.. not taxi shelter.. ok gtg.. hungry~~
